After high school, you would think things will get better. For most people it does but I was an exception to that list of people. During my first year in college, I lost a loved one and entered a terrible relationship. I was grateful when the toxic relationship ended during the second semester of my sophomore year. After that everything seemed fine despite my nightmares and restless night. My life seemed to be getting better until one night when I went to a party and saw them. Everything has been slowly going downhill ever since that night. But I didn't know it at the time. I wish I can tell you I escaped it all emotionally, mentally and physically unharmed but I didn't. So this is how one night at a party put me through hell and my worse fears once again.