Can't Resist The Pain
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I was hurt because of love
I was in pain because of love
I was lonely because of love
I was always a second choice because of love
I was, I was, I was only a second option and that made me hurt and feeling pain everytime Im thinking that no ones can love me back. Because of love people around me can encouraged to play me and giving me mark of pain..
As I said that "was" only.. A past that I dont want to remembered anymore. A past that made me stronger and braver. And now ? Im looking forward of what love can do to me.
Im praying now, I hope the love this now cause me a different feeling's and emotion. In a positive ways.
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