Diary of a Depressed Girl
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title says it all....
Everyone always says to write your feelings out so I did... I'm simply writing this for my affection. Don't comment for pity or to say this is to "sad" for your liking, or that I'm just seeking attention. I'm simply writing this mainly so if I ever decide to give up on life people will know why and what I've been through. The dates of the chapter is the day I wrote that specific page
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⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Not for the faint of heart, I explore dark parts of my mind and unfurl them for your own enjoyment. All of these stories are true. You don't know me, and you're never going to. This is basically just a shitty diary of my life with very few details as to who I am, Don't want to scare you off. Feel free to read but I don't really care. I'm just a screwed up guy that everyone knows and nobody cares about really. If you can't tell I'll probably swear quite a bit in this so if you don't like that I'm sorry, but this really isn't a good read anyway it's just me complaining about the fact I still exist. Actually no, whilst I did start this to complain about my life, the stories are fluctuating, as I discover I am infact worthy of love, even I don't believe it at all times. I hope you enjoy my rantings. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
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