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Trying Too Hard

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Partes 22
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LECTURAS 628
Votos 108
Partes 22
Hora 29m

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Jasper was trouble. Always getting arrested, drinking, tagging walls with juvenile drawings of the male genitalia that he reckoned was the pinacle of his comedy career. The frequent popping of different kinds of pills was beginning to get ridiculous, and he was a mess, a disappointment. A fuck up.

Dean, naive little Dean, was also a fuck up. But only to his dad, who hated the fact that his boy was an artist, a writer, and a homosexual. He hated that Dean was proud of himself, so he demoted him from 'son' to 'piece of shit I have to care for for another few months'.

When they meet, well...the simplest way to put it is that...shit happens. This story is a quick flicker through their life together, how their home life is, how they met, how they fell in love, how they were completely fucked from the beginning. The whole Shebang!

A feel good story of coming to terms with who you are by doing drugs, getting into fights, having abusive families and falling into toxic relationships for experimental reasons. Fun for the whole family!Todos los derechos reservados

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