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HaveSomeAnxie_Tea

aesthetic blep bully bxb gay high i-dont-give-a-fuck lgbtq school shy wattpride

C a r t e r.
·  ·  ·
A sixteen year old boy.
Closeted.
And very shy

D a m e n.
·  ·  ·
Carter's step brother.
Found out Carter's deep secret.
Exposed it to the school.

D e r e k.
·  ·  ·
Highly enjoys bullying Carter.
Slowly realizes he didnt know himself all too well.

·   ·   ·   ·   ·

"I   t h o u g h t   y o u   l i k e d   S h e r i."

C a r t e r   s a i d ,  h o l d i n g   a   p i e c e   o f   g r a s s   b e t w e e n   h i s   f i n g e r s.

"S o   d i d   I."

·   ·   ·   ·   ·

W A R N I N G :
this book contains the following:
eating disorders, bullying, family problems, harsh language, drug and alcohol abuse, and a few broken dreams
if any of these things trigger you, do not read this book.

t h a n k   y o uAll Rights Reserved

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