The saddest words of all the words I've known is
'almost'
It almost happened, we almost made it through.
It's a word used when you expect a certain thing to happen, but life turns into another direction and suddenly you're jut stuck there wishing and regretting.
It was a one-night-stand gone wrong. A heat-of-the-moment, unintended slip-up that was all my fault. I swore that I wouldn't do it - even punched my best friend in the face to prove it. But I ruined everything: our friendship, her innocence, my life. It was supposed to get her out of my system, but now I want her more than ever.