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Blonde Ivory

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Parts 50
Time 9h 7m

venus_in_fleurs

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**TRIGGER WARNING** Many triggering elements (including, self-harm, depression, amongst many other things)

Four girls have made their dream come true: Be in a renowned band. However, it doesn't take them long to realize that being in the starlight isn't all that it seems. Meet the band, Blonde Ivory:

Shiloh Levitsky struggles with the fact that her manager is in full control over who she dates, and that includes the bad boy drummer of Firelight Moon. Will she find a way out of their fake relationship, or will she stick out the relationship and see the light at the end of the tunnel?

Macha Levay-Fitzgilbert has always struggled with never being good enough for anyone. She's tried countless times to make people stay yet they never do. She thought that being the bassist of Blonde Ivory would make her more desirable, and one person has realized just how amazing she truly is: her best friend's brother. Will she finally realize her worth or will she always fall victim to the false pretense that she is unlovable?

Hayden Sterling has struggled long and hard with her depression for years yet she still can't shake it. Being in a band praised by many, she thought the starlight would help her mentality. She was dead wrong. Now with her depression coming back in full swing and her love for a new person igniting, she seeks a therapist who can help. Will Hayden ever find help or will she succumb to her toxic thoughts?

Kasey Afolabi has found her sexuality annoying, especially because it's being argued and broadcasted daily. She's tired of the questions, she's tired of the denial, all she desires now is her band to be successful and anyone who wants a sexless committed relationship to step forward. Is this too much to ask for?All Rights Reserved

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