A book of small nothings..
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Ongoing7m
Last published Thu, Nov 15, 2018
She would rather struggle then ask for help, but would be first to help others in need..
This is a look in to her diary, where there will be ups, downs and everything in between.. With the belief that writing down what's going on through her messy mind, makes it easier to speak without speaking, and each page tells it's own story in her world..
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This is my second attempt at writing, I'm still new at this and I am going to try my hardest to make it good.. There will be some chapters that are short and some that are longer, I also enjoy making up dean and Sam Winchester bits so there is likely to be a couple chapters, based on them, so please give this book a chance and follow along?
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