I'm not fine ~ Randy
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My name's Andy and I live with my four best friends and band mates. That makes it really hard for me to hide my depression and anxiety from them. It also makes it hard for me to hide the fact that I'm in love with my straight best friend, that has a girlfriend, Rye Beaumont.
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Includes self harm, boyxboy and depression.
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