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I'm not fine ~ Randy

SweetLittleTiger

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Reads 149,809
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Parts 32
Time 1h 21m

SweetLittleTiger

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My name's Andy and I live with my four best friends and band mates. That makes it really hard for me to hide my depression and anxiety from them. It also makes it hard for me to hide the fact that I'm in love with my straight best friend, that has a girlfriend, Rye Beaumont. 

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TRIGGER WARNING:
Includes self harm, boyxboy and depression. 
If you don't feel comfortable about any of this, don't read.All Rights Reserved

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Promised?... {Randlyn} by Valiwyatt

Andy and Rye. Two openly gay boys and the cutest cuple in high school. Everything is perfect between the two of them. But then a new boy comes into town and goes to their school. What will happen when he turns their whole life upside down?... Written: 15.02.2019 - 10.11.2019 Posted: 06.10.2019 - 30.12.2019

Help Me || Randy (COMPLETED) by iridescentthinking

Rye and Andy are closer than most best friends. But they both hide something from each other. Unbeknownst to the rest of the boys, Andy is silently suffering through an abusive relationship, but doesn't dare tell the band. He has no knowledge of what it feels like to be loved. Even Rye, his best friend, has no idea he's going through this. But when true colours are revealed, Andy has no choice but to confess the truth. It could either make or break the band, and Andy really doesn't want to break them. To the band and Roadies, Rye is the loudest, stupidest member of RoadTrip, but something lies deeper than his obnoxiousness. Unlike Andy, Rye does know what it feels like to be loved, but he also knows what it feels like to be deceived and betrayed. One of the many reasons he is hard to reach. Not for a certain someone though... Give me credit if you use my ideas x Started: 1st October 2018 Finished: 25th May 2019 Cover by @duffrise💗

The change (randy story) by thinkingaboutboys1

Rye has his friends. They have everything they want. Rye can have whoever he wants. But he doesn't want anyone. Until he discovers a certain blonde boy. Maybe the weird kid isn't that weird after all? Andy is alone. He likes to be alone. The only thing he needs is his guitar and his mum. But that changes when he starts talking to Rye. Suddenly his life isn't the same anymore. Maybe he do need friends? Maybe Rye isn't a dickhead after all? It will include some smut so be ready ;) ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖💓💞

secret lovesong by levxosa

"I know, that you told Mikey everything about me! That you told him, that I kissed you that night we were drunk, and don't pretend you don't remember! I know you do! I know you told him, that I crawled into your bed, crying like a baby! You told him, that I like you! That I'm confused, because I don't know what this feeling is, that I feel when I'm around you! You told him, that you're disgusted by me and that I annoy you!". Andy's eyes grew wide in shock. He stayed silent for a couple more minutes and I knew, that I told him more than he had already known. "I think, we need to talk!", he finally said and I nodded. // an early 2019 Randy fanfiction //

You Are Mine ! ( Randy ) by randyxlarrytripd

My lovely Randy Shippers this is for you ! (COMPLETED) Andy Fowler is 16 years old , He recently moved to Machester with his mom and is gonna go to a new school, He is sweet, cute and sometimes Sassy Rye Beaumont is 16 years old , He is popular in school, He is a bad boy , people are scared of him, he always gets whatever he wants ! What happens when Rye's eyes land oon Andy and he wants him badly and he can do anything to have him "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY RYE !?" I screamed he smiled "You are Mine now andy" and suddenly his lips were on mine... #SMUT is there for you horny ass bitches THE COVER PIC AND STORY IS MINE. I DIDN'T STEAL IT FROM ANYONE. So enjoy:) My story is available in Russain language by @JustAl04 Started = 6th Oct 2019 Finished = 25th Oct 2019 Top #1 - #ryebeaumont Top #4 - #randy

Small Doses by TheAnonymousStalker

5 years ago, I lost my best friend. All because he confessed his feelings for me and I over thought things. I was left on my own only to realize too late that the feelings were mutual. Now, I vow to love the next guy wholeheartedly, with no reservations, no regrets. I only live once. Let's not make things complicated. When I love, I love period. - Mew Bennett I have never been in love. Sure I've been with girls but I never felt the need to take care of anyone. To be responsible with another person's feelings is just so big a burden, I'd rather not experience it. I'm all for self-preservation, to be secured in who I am without having to worry about hurting someone else. Let's not make things complicated. I don't intend to fall in love period. -Gulf McQueen

Vulnerable by roadierandy

Bullied and abused, Andy is broken. But all he ever wants was a friend. Someone who accepts him and loves him for himself. Arrogant and cruel, Rye cannot accept he isn't all he says he his. Responsive for leaving Andy with nobody, but having a secret that could save him. Is there hope? Warning Triggers; Abuse, eating disorders, depression, self-harm Highest: randy: #1 :24 July 2019/ 23 June 2020 Ryebeaumont: #1 : 9 August 2019 Andyfowler: #1 : 17 August 2019 Beaten: #1 26 July 2020

The confession by shawnongoss

Andy confesses that he has feeling for Rye but Rye rejects his feelings and starts pushing Andy away hurt Andy more then he know and all the while he actually does like Andy his just scared to admit his gay. Does the truth come out or will Rye lose him forever. THIS STORY DEALS WITH DEPRESSION SO SOME OF THE CONTENT MIGHT BE RUFF FOR SOME VIEWERS

I Think I Love You | Randy by Randyplz

Rye was straight, and no matter how pretty I thought he was, I couldn't change that. So I'd learned to get over it, and love him as my best friend instead, the feelings that were there carefully stored away... But now all of that meticulous work was unravelling.

Make you mine |Randy| by imtheblackstar

Rye wasn't smiling nor was he playing a prank on Andy, He was dead serious and Andy could see it. Simply because that's his boyfriend of three years now. "What I mean is I'm breaking up with you". - "drive him mad and he'll come back to you" - "I'm not jealous, why would I be?" - "but there was something in his eyes never letting me go. I think I've found my home." Rye decision was to walk out of Andy's romantic life for a reason. Would Andy be able to make him, his again? Join Andy Fowler on his journey on getting his man back. Will he accomplishes his goal? Or would it be a past? Stick around to find out READ VERY CAREFULLY story includes: same gender love, sex and affection. Drug use, smoking, drinking. Violence, death. A lot of sex. Offensive words and Curses. #10 in #brooklynwyatt #10 in #randy #1 in #roadtrip

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Promised?... {Randlyn} cover

Help Me || Randy (COMPLETED) cover

The change (randy story) cover

secret lovesong cover

You Are Mine ! ( Randy ) cover

Small Doses cover

Vulnerable cover

The confession cover

I Think I Love You | Randy cover

Make you mine |Randy| cover

Promised?... {Randlyn}

Andy and Rye. Two openly gay boys and the cutest cuple in high school. Everything is perfect between the two of them. But then a new boy comes into town and goes to their school. What will happen when he turns their whole life upside down?... Written: 15.02.2019 - 10.11.2019 Posted: 06.10.2019 - 30.12.2019