Never thought

This is me there are so many times i tried making a story, I tried making a fantastic art, I've always wanted a camera because I want to be a photographer I once tried volleyball it did work but I know it's not what I want to do. All I want is to be in my house all day long this is me... and my dreams.,
But then I never dreamed of a love story I never dreamed of a boy having a crush on me or even worse love me? It's impossible