My Journal
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Last published Wed, Jun 6, 2018
Before you say that I'm coping from someone else who wrote this Peyton_Tomlinson and I are the same person. I'm just moving everything from over there to hear so that i can start fresh. Now for the real description of the book.
This is an old journal that i found from my 8th grade year and i thought it would be interesting for yall to see what was in my 14 year old self mind at the time.
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You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.Complete
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐻𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑦𝑤𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝐺𝑦𝑝𝑠𝑦✮ℕ𝕚𝕜𝕜𝕚 𝕊𝕚𝕩𝕩
"𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑚." "𝐻𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒." 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦𝑛 𝑎 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟 𝑁𝑖𝑘𝑘𝑖 𝑆𝑖𝑥𝑥, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜 𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑟𝑖𝑓𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘, 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑎 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑦𝑤𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑑𝑒𝑙, 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑎𝑟, 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑁𝑖𝑘𝑘𝑖? (I wrote this in 8th grade in like 2021 and am just now publishing it so it's not great😭)Complete
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No judgement
So @franzixidfc contacted me and asked if I couldn't write a book on her idea and this is the result. I tried to follow the basic storyline and added some myself. Harry and Louis were best friends when they were kids until Harry had to move away. Harry returned at the age 17 to his home town to live with his aunt. The kids in Ireland bullied him for the way he dressed. In his new school Harry noticed a loner that everyone called Tommo. There was something familiar with the boy but Harry doesn't make the connection at first. Instead he tried to befriend the boy because he knew how it felt to be alone but Tommo wasn't interested in making friends. Purely fictional. Triggerwarning: weed smokingComplete
Lost In The Mind of Me
Laid upon the pages of this book is a story. This is an autobiography. I struggled with writing this and, as you will soon understand, though I knew how to write it, writing it and thinking about it was difficult. I have not labeled the chapters in hopes that you will read all the way through. You may understand me a little more if you do so, but, on the same note, you may end up hating me. I do not know what your reaction will be, but I will allow your opinion of me. I give you full permission to judge me, only when you read everything. This is on my struggles with mental illness, traumatic events, my opinions, my thoughts, my feelings; this is a tour of my mind. Be warned, it's dark and haunted. But I felt it important for me to write this, so maybe I can overcome it. Thank you for picking this text to enlighten you. I am not the smartest, nor am I the wisest, but I will do my best to paint a delicate image in your mind by how I string together my semblant words.Complete
Wish I Was Home
"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!Complete
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You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.
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