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Closing my eyes I run my hand over my face and I feel sick doing it, I need to open my eyes again and I've never in my life open'd my eyes so slowly that it scared me. Just as that passed I heard a buzzing sound, I look around me and start swatting the air thinking its a bee when I realize its me because now I can feel it. I can feel myself vibrating somewhere deep in me. Its like I'm feeling all my cells move inside at once and its the most frightening feeling. I look up at L who is no longer looking at the wall but is gazing at me and I start to question if she was even looking at the wall or had she been looking at me this whole time. I'm scared and I'm not sure what is real and whats not.