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Birdie

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Parts 10
Time 1h 57m

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Vanessa is a selectively mute girl who's lived through many traumas, from the death of her mother, to withstanding the abuse of her father driven to alcoholism by his grief, the the latest occurance that has changed her entire life, and made her question her perception of reality.

When she met Hale, a boy who looked over her mutism, and truly took an interest in being her friend, and helping her, her life was made far more complex. She trusted him, and while he helped her trough the hardest point in her life, he may have made the next stage of her life even darker.

Written as a letter from Vanessa to Hale, this story recounts Vanessa's life while Hale was in it, and explains how he landed her in a treatment program for those who are mentally ill.

TRIGGER WARNING: This story may contain triggering content, including abuse, alcoholism, and other harsh subjects if you think this will trigger you please do not read it.All Rights Reserved

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𝐒𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐈𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐚 cover

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𝐒𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐈𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐚

𝐈𝐙𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐀 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍 is a selective mute. Ever since her mother died, she felt like life was hopeless. That she didn't deserve love. Her father is never home. Her step-brother uses any excuse to hit and punish her and her stepmother is too oblivious to actually help her. She was broken and beaten....and then she met him. 𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐌 𝐃𝐔𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐒 was ruthless when it came to his work. He was always focused and aware of everything that happened. But, when he isn't working he's a total goofball making inappropriate joke after inappropriate joke. Humor was the only way to cope with his mental problems. It made him forget about what his medication was really for that he takes every night. But when Liam walked into the local library, his eyes met with a brunette girl who held so much pain in her lavender eyes that Liam right then and there made it his mission to save her. 🝮🝮🝮 ༞ ༞ ༞ ༞ "If you want me to leave--to never see or talk to you again, then I want to hear you physically say it! If you can't then I'm going protect, love and care for you until I stop fucking breathing-because you Izabela deserve the whole goddamn world!" 𝟏7+ 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬, 𝐩𝐥𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬!