Deny, Deny, Deny
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Last published Thu, Jun 7, 2018
Phillip Johnson once thought the cross stitched, quote throw pillow given to him by his best friend's Nathan de los Santos' mother was kinda lame, showing the quote "Hope is the denial of reality".
Until he slowly began to see the reality in Nate's oddly beautiful eyes, leading him in full, 3-time denial dates, that only seemed to make the quote much more uncomfortable to see at every waking day.
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