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Death Changes

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Maybe the idea of death isn't the end, but a new start.

Disclaimer: this story has to do with depression, addiction, violence and suicide.

*Please take these matters seriously*

   Theo is a guy and he is bisexual, but that's not the case. Just...his life doesn't have a meaning, that's what he thinks. Until he decides to die.  
  
  Killian is a guy too who has a lot of problems, fears, nightmares. Until he decides to die. But then again, when something starts it never ends, right?

"The past can't be erased. The memories are always here. they made you who you are. You can't hide from them, never.

HIGHEST RANKING: #2 IN LIFEISHARD
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#15 in lifeordeath
#23 in deadinside
#133 in escape
#175 in sadstory
#288 in pride
#517 in bisexual
#501 in thoughts
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Touch of Fire (bxb) by gourmetwithcheese

Killian and Hayden had always been best friends. They had known each other since kindergarten and were inseparable. Until one night, they take it too far; they drink a bit too much, they get a bit too rowdy, and somehow, they end up sleeping together. Killian tries his best to pretend like nothing has happened, but he knows that things have irreversably changed between them. And Hayden? Hayden doesn't want to pretend like nothing happened. warning!!!! Lots of internalized homophobia, a major inferiority complex, and strong language. And sex. Lots of it. :)

Wake of the Dead | Three by Lup1ne

Stolen away by the Reapers, Killian must quickly adjust to his new surroundings in order to survive. It isn't easy when your captor seems to have a constant eye on you, as well as the rest of his people. Now referred to as 'Rabbit' and used as nothing but a pretty trophy, Killian struggles to hold both his pride and self-confidence above while waiting for any opportunity of escape. Imprisoned and tortured by the group Jasper once called his own, he desperately begins to make several plans to enact his vengeance on The Silence. Every step leads him closer to finding Killian, but farther away from his own humanity. Clinging on to whatever hope he has left, Jasper struggles with both his anger and morality as he begins his deadly search. 🥈 Best villain in the Mini Crown Awards! ________________________ This is the third book in the series. You can find the first two on my profile. This story can not be read as a stand-alone, as nothing else will make sense. ________________________ Since mock websites are becoming more common unfortunately, I have to give the disclaimer that this story is only being published on Wattpad, if you see it anywhere else let me know so I can warn my followers and also be aware that it could make your device vulnerable to malware. Story not recommended to anybody under the age of seventeen due to: - Occasional strong language - Descriptive gore - Gratuitous violence - Sexuality/sexual references - Occasional drug/alcohol use Trigger warning for: - mentions of abuse - kidnapping (obvious if you read the summary)

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq) by notbackingdown

"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************

When The Sun Came Up, You Were Gone by WelcomeLovelies

After fainting in elementary school, Noah Roman was forever banned from human contact. Still able to attend school, though he has to wear a mask, gloves, and not show a single part of his body, Noah was perfectly fine with it. Living with content Noah never cared about how others thought nor he would never experience a true relationship. Casted outside of the world, Noah grew fond of his illness, but like seasons, it changed. Moving away from his home state to California, Dominic Storm wasn't exactly fond of the new place. Researching cases of Mysophobia, Dominic begins to care less and less about his schooling and life. Without knowing, Dominic invades Noah's safety bubble, stirring up trouble for Noah and himself. Avoiding, pushing and hiding couldn't separate these two no matter how hard either tried. Does Noah finally see the pain of no longer having the ability to touch? And why does Dominic care so much for Mysophobia?

When Sophomores Collide (BoyxBoy) ✓ by euwangabrielll

"Theo. If I'm not mistaken? Isn't this yours?" He extended a hand, holding my penguin printed handkerchief. My eyes couldn't have gotten so wide. I quickly swiped it out of his grasp. "Ah, t-thank you." I stuttered before walking away and out of the school, but before I did, I heard a deep chuckle behind me that I guessed was from Hunter. *** Theodore Willshire, attractive, sassy, incredibly talented and extremely intelligent. His goal is to find love. But because of his sexual preference, it's not always easy. But he has his eye on one boy. Hunter Fierro. I guess you could say he is... the cliche heartthrob of the school. He's known as the kindest, accepting and can literally make anyone fall in love with him if he wants. How will the two of them meet? Easy! They just have to recall their past... Right? As they blindly step foot into Sophomore Year. Theo will make unexpected friends, allies and enemies, maybe even meet the love of his life! What if one day, a mysterious being approaches him with an offer that seems normal at first but can change Theo's life? Highest Ranking: #1 on #LGBT #1 on #gaylove #2 on #cute #2 on #school #4 on #teen #6 on #highschool WARNING: This contains strong language, mature content and bullying. If you're not a fan of LGBTQ+ stories or BXB stories, this story is not for you. Plagarism is unbecoming for beautiful and amazing people such as my readers.

What I Have Left by undercover_story

Noah - Quite and loving, gets bullied for being gay. He doesn't talk to people and deals whit depression at times because of the way he isolates himself. All he truly wants is to be accepted. What will it take to get him out of his shell. Theodore - A soccer player who hides his true self. He is a in the closet gay and loves Noah, his ex best friend. What will it take for Noah to forgive him for what he has done and love him? (BoyxBoy) This is a story about love and what it is worth. Two boys, Noah and Theodore, go through the battle to fight for what they want and acceptance they deserve. I hope you take the time and hear the story about how love can truly conquer all. Warning: There is mention of self harm.

He fell in love with a demon by 4pr0blem01

They could not have been more different. Theo is an 18 year old huntsman. But he is not a regular hunter, he hunts supernatural creatures. His family and his teacher expect him to kill the evil that's been poisoning their lands for centuries. Aleksei is the said evil. The beautiful, witty and arrogant prince of demons, adored and worshipped by all demon blooded creatures. His mate is all he needs to unlock his full power and soon he is going to find them. What will happen when the two so different worlds collide? Will it end in chaos and distruction? Or will it grow to make the bridge between two kinds? Read to find out. I'm new in writing and this started purely because I was bored. English is not my first language so there will be grammer and spelling mistakes, sorry. Updates are a mess because my own head is an even bigger mess. I try to update at least once a week but I can't promise.

Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

THE JOCK JUST WANTS THE NERD [2] by THEVINCENTNOAH

(finished) Part 2: Don't you hate it when you thought you were done with your conflicting feelings, suddenly you have them coming back to you when you least expect it?, when you develop feelings for someone you think you have no chances with, when people think that those feelings aren't accepted by society, when you can't get your crush to notice you, then you feel like the world just crumbles around you when things just don't work out the way how you wanted it to be? I... I like him... But there's just so much shit going on that I don't know if I can bring myself to be with him... ...So I'm writing down all of this in my journal to pour all my thoughts out... Because I just need to express these feelings out somehow... -Jackson #2 - closeted #76 - homo

Wake of the Dead | Two by Lup1ne

After the events of Swanston, Killian-Grey struggles to prove himself to the group after being branded as a traitor--especially when competing with his rival Casimir, while Jasper struggles being heralded as a hero. Even when they're both together, they've never felt so apart. Will their growing feelings blossom into a life-changing romance, or will they forever be separated by their new ranks within the group? Meanwhile something is brewing beneath the surface, a growing threat becoming more and more persistent. The group's lives are on the line as they fight to keep themselves safe. When a group member goes missing, the real traitor will be revealed, and all Hell will break loose. 🥈 Best love interest in the Character Spotlight awards! ________________________ This is a sequel to the first book in the series. You can find the first one on my profile. This story can not be read as a stand-alone, as nothing else will make sense. ________________________ Since mock websites are becoming more common unfortunately, I have to give the disclaimer that this story is only being published on Wattpad, if you see it anywhere else let me know so I can warn my followers and also be aware that it could make your device vulnerable to malware. Story not recommended to anybody under the age of seventeen due to: - Occasional strong language - Gore - References of abuse - Violence - Sexuality/sexual references

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Touch of Fire (bxb) cover

Wake of the Dead | Three cover

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq) cover

When The Sun Came Up, You Were Gone cover

When Sophomores Collide (BoyxBoy) ✓ cover

What I Have Left cover

He fell in love with a demon cover

Hollow | BxBxBxB cover

THE JOCK JUST WANTS THE NERD [2] cover

Wake of the Dead | Two cover

Touch of Fire (bxb)

Killian and Hayden had always been best friends. They had known each other since kindergarten and were inseparable. Until one night, they take it too far; they drink a bit too much, they get a bit too rowdy, and somehow, they end up sleeping together. Killian tries his best to pretend like nothing has happened, but he knows that things have irreversably changed between them. And Hayden? Hayden doesn't want to pretend like nothing happened. warning!!!! Lots of internalized homophobia, a major inferiority complex, and strong language. And sex. Lots of it. :)