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Death Changes

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Maybe the idea of death isn't the end, but a new start.

Disclaimer: this story has to do with depression, addiction, violence and suicide.

*Please take these matters seriously*

   Theo is a guy and he is bisexual, but that's not the case. Just...his life doesn't have a meaning, that's what he thinks. Until he decides to die.  
  
  Killian is a guy too who has a lot of problems, fears, nightmares. Until he decides to die. But then again, when something starts it never ends, right?

"The past can't be erased. The memories are always here. they made you who you are. You can't hide from them, never.

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#175 in sadstory
#288 in pride
#517 in bisexual
#501 in thoughts
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