Feelings Deep Down
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Publikasi terakhir Kam, Jun 7, 2018
I'm not perfect.
I'm average. I'm not beautiful, I'm not smart, I'm not flawless. Everything about me is normal.
Nbsb. Only because no one has ever courted me before.
I'm not weird. I'm not a nerd. I'm not popular. I don't play any sports. In fact, I hate it. I only read fiction books. I do fairly good on my studies, but not too good.
Whenever people compliment me, I get shy. Why? Because I don't believe them. Talk about low self-esteem.
I grew up hiding my flaws. I am ashamed of it. People around me taught me how to hide it. I'm insecure and I care what people thinks of me.
So yeah, this is a story of a girl, who wanted to fly, but her wings are restricted. A girl who wants freedom, but chained to her own insecurity. A girl who wanted to express herself, but shackled to other people's opinions. A girl who wanted to decide for herself, but can't because of how pathetic she is.
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