Memories (BoyxBoy)
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Kai is a broken soul. No one cares about him; he can't even find it in him to care about himself. As Kai begins his ultimate downwards spiral, ready to end it all, a man by the name of Jace comes into his life and slowly but surely, restores his faith in love and in himself.
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-Mentions: Depression, Eating disorders, suicide, child abuse, bullying, drugs and alcohol abuse
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