Story cover for Dead inside by NifflerLove
Dead inside
  • WpView
    Reads 81
  • WpVote
    Votes 8
  • WpPart
    Parts 4
  • WpHistory
    Time 14m
  • WpView
    Reads 81
  • WpVote
    Votes 8
  • WpPart
    Parts 4
  • WpHistory
    Time 14m
Ongoing, First published Jun 07, 2018
This story is about a girl called Melody. She is 16 years old and has a 11 years old sister, Kelly. She likes horses and especially Moonlight... In this story  you will follow Melody through both good and bad days in her life. 

---------------------------------------------------------------------

TRIGGER WARNING!
I want to warn everybody - this story might be triggering for some of you. If you are easily triggered I recommend you to not read this story. This story might contain some parts about self hate and eating disorders. I don't want to glamorize any of it - I just want to write a story that I think many people can relate to.

---------------------------------------------------------------------
All Rights Reserved
Sign up to add Dead inside to your library and receive updates
or
#510deadinside
Content Guidelines
You may also like
Because of Haven Beach by GemmaMari10
54 parts Complete
"The moon's really beautiful, if you think about it," I blurted. "Yeah?" he asked, mild amusement and curiosity mingling in his voice. "Yeah," I confirmed. "It's just- there's something about the moon that's ethereal. I don't really know how to describe it, but it's a constant in life. You can't always see it, but you have to trust that it's out there somewhere. And when you can see it, it's all bright and shiny and overcomes the darkness." I paused, searching for the right words. "I don't know. I guess it's a reminder that there are good things out there, even if you can't see them... And it's cool to think that someone hundreds of miles away is staring at the exact same moon as you. It makes me feel not so alone in life." Turning my head, I saw him staring at me intently with a thoughtful look on his face. "Too deep for a Friday night?" I laughed nervously, feeling my face grow hot. And this was precisely why I didn't go to parties. He shook his head and seemed to snap out of his daze. "It was deep in a good way." *** SHE was quiet & left out. Part of a friend group because of convenience. Dealing with fighting parents at home. Looking for more in life. Always wanting to get away from Chicago & start over. Her parents' divorce gave her the perfect opportunity. Ending up in Haven Beach, she rekindled relationships with estranged relatives & got the teenage experience she had always dreamed of. Midnight drives. Bonfires at the beach. Adventures every day. Friends who actually cared. Because of Haven Beach, she found herself. HE was a focused athlete- Haven Beach's golden boy. The 4 F's were all that mattered: football, friends, family, & food. All that changed when a quiet brunette moved to town. Because of her arrival in Haven Beach, his world shifted on its axis. THIS is Charlotte & Eli's story. Started: 12/10/20 Finished: 2/16/21 WC: 107k #1 in contemporary romance 5/24 #1 in sports romance 7/16 #1 in friends to lovers 8/1 #1 in newgirl 8/8
Vanilla Salt Memories - 1| ✔️ by Angely_Suger
25 parts Complete
'Honestly,getting banished from my own hometown Harmonia to an strange unknown school is the least worst thing that i had expected to happen to me.. As, the abandoned daughter of the King who rules almost entire continent, I've have had my share of royalty that caused me many near_death adventures. This June, I didn't choose to get banished nor encounter two extremely powerful weirdos nor run for life from people with beautiful hearts yet miserable lives. But when you see a mutated Monster come straight for you, Seriously, What is a princess, the sole heir to the throne meant to do? ' Melody Rhythm, an amnesia recovering candidate, is the newly admitted student of a most distinguished school in the entire mythological universe,Lambia. Being a shy introverted yet ' incredibly popular' loner can make her very difficult in making new friends among her bullies. But, everything suddenly changes when she befriends Crystal and Sunny who are also the other most popular girls of the entire school. Are they really what they seem to appear or will they turn out to be plastic friends just like her other friends from middle school? And most importantly .. What is Melody's traumatic past? What if it is somehow connected to a deep history that connects the future of the entire society..?? Will she be able to handle the secret when it is out of the mystery box? And during this time what if Melody's childhood sweetheart 'Mr hottie' crash_lands back into her already crazy life? Will she be ready to accept him even though he had already broken her heart once? Well, the only way is to click on the Read button to find out. Highest rankings: Ranked # 5 th in romedy Ranked #3 in satire Ranked #9th in sweetromance ♥ (NEW UPDATES ON EVERY WEEKENDS) But negotiable, when I am too excited about publishing my new updates? STAY TUNED?..
𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩 by f33lingsforfiction
31 parts Ongoing Mature
Bonnie and her seven brothers lives changed forever, after the sudden and tragic death of Bonnies' parents, eight years ago. They had to find a way to survive and make ends meet, staying with their uncle and cousins until her oldest brother, Alexander could become their legal guardian. Bonnie has never really 'loved' herself. When she was younger, she would always pick out something about her she didn't like. Whether it was a bruise on her arm, or her slightly disheveled hair, she would be upset and unhappy with her appearance. She has always craved to be liked, loved and accepted. She's now 14 and is starting her first year as a freshman at high school. Though high school isn't going to be easy like it was for her popular, loud brothers. Jealousy. Heartbreak. Bullies. Pressure. Judgement. Adapting to a new change is hard. Bonnie can't quite take it, she gets overwhelmed, and her brain feels too 'busy'. She can't help feeling what it would be like if she wasn't there or if she stayed silent, nobody would notice. She doesn't crave to be a popular girl, or to be eye candy for the boys, she just wants to be known as 'pretty' and liked. Her worst nightmare is to be known as the far girl, or the ugly one. This need becomes overwhelming, and soon her body shuts down, and her mental health plummets. She does some things, things she will regret in the future yet in the moment cures her need to feel alive, it brings satisfaction. Will her older brothers be able to save her? What happens when it all gets too much? They might be able to save her from other people, but can they save her from herself?... TW: • Self harm • Eating disorders ( Bulimia and Anorexia ) • Mentions of abuse and sa. • Suicide. (MATURE RATING) enjoy reading, jemima xoxo
Alone At Last (UNEDITED) by Random_Art329
19 parts Complete Mature
PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION! Everyone likes being alone once an a while. That feeling of peace and all your problems drifting into space melting away, 16 year old Luke soon learns that being alone is not always a pleasant feeling. When he wishes to be left alone upon a wishing well he soon discovers being alone isn't such a nice feeling. As Lukes mind slips away from reality he's losing sanity. How much longer can he take this madness?? Is he doomed too forever be this way? Take a journey with Luke as you read the story "Alone At Last" as he struggles to survive. PREVIEW INTO BOOK: ... When I shut the door behind me I realized that no cars were driving out here either. They were all empty and abandoned. As I strolled by there were no people talking in the coffee shop windows. There were no people eating in restaurants. There were no sounds except my heavy breathing and the howling wind. "HELLOOOOOOOO" I shouted, "IS ANYONE HEREEEEE HELLOOOOO!!?" I continued to call out to no one in particular feeling a little agitated by the growing silence. That's when I heard it... The winds howling came to a stop. The world seemed to stop turning. Time itself came to a halt. Leaves caught in the breeze and remained motionless. That was until the wind came calling back to me, and in this it whispered one word that answered all my questions... Alone- ---------------~~~~~ Thank you for choosing to read my story I hope you like and enjoy it!!! Please note: I am not a professional writer and I am terrible at spelling so don't judge!!!! THIS IS THE UNEDITED VERSION! THE EDITED VERSION WILL BE POSTED SOON! WARNINGS: NOTE: BOOK INCLUDES: 1.) SWEARING - & HATEFUL WORDS 2.) BULLYING - 3.) SUICIDE & MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH (also incudes thoughts and mentions of it)- 4.) BLOOD & GORE (lightly graphic)- 5.) ABUSE- 6.) And other things like that Don't say I didn't warn you!!! DONT FORGET TO VOTE !!! <3
Altered by LuellaOpal
30 parts Complete Mature
Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.
I'll Sing For Me by LJMay03
53 parts Complete Mature
⚠️⚠️⚠️🚫🚫🚫WARNING: There will be trigger warnings in this story, including but not limited to- drugs, sex, rape, alcohol, abuse, violence and neglect. I advise, please do not read if you are sensitive to any or all those topics. Some are very detailed. Chapters have been marked: CH. 4, CH 11, CH 14 Elizabeth is a quiet girl. She doesn't have any friends but one and she is smart. That alone puts her in the category for bullies. She is one of many targets for the school bitches, as she calls them in her head, a group of four girls her age that are popular. But unfortunately their teasing has a contagious effect, making the school jocks follow on too. Elizabeth's home life is already hard enough and she use to think school was her haven, but not this year. In her senior year, she has been targeted upon. The cruel insults, the name calling, Elizabeth has learnt to ignore them. She has the whole school staff believing that she is a good girl, an angel, with high grades and book smarts. All Beth wants is a normal teenage life. She has her best friend, but what will happen when her best friend gets a boyfriend? Does Beth become the third wheel or even quite possibly the fourth wheel? This new person she has been forced to become an acquaintance with is just the beginning. The twists and turns, opportunities and normal teenage hormones, secrets and abuse, late nights and shopping trips. Beth is getting her chance at being normal, leaving the bad behind than an opportunity of a lifetime presents itself. How will Beth handle it? Will she leave her loved ones behind or will she become miserable? Either way, the decision is going to hurt her and all those around her. This is the story of Elizabeth Hooper, a hormonal teenage girl drowning in her past, trying to act normal, be normal. Everyone has a prequel to their life story, this is Beth's.
You may also like
Slide 1 of 10
Life Without You cover
Because of Haven Beach cover
Vanilla Salt Memories - 1| ✔️ cover
The Memoirs of Melody cover
The Alpha Mated To A  Princess  cover
𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩 cover
Alone At Last (UNEDITED) cover
Altered cover
Are you happy? (GxG) cover
I'll Sing For Me cover

Life Without You

45 parts Complete Mature

After the sudden death of her sister, Sierra finds herself spiraling into a darkness she can't seem to get out of. She just can't picture living without her sister in her life. Sierra struggles as she navigates through her grief and all the demons from her past. With the help of the people she'd least expect will she be able to overcome her heartbreaking loss? Or will the darkness she feels break her? ------------------------- "I don't want to feel like this anymore." I sobbed "Feel like what, Sierra?" "Like I don't want to live anymore." The words slipped out of my lips before I could stop them. I had tried to push the feeling into the back of my head, hoping it would just go away. But obviously it hadn't worked because I had just told Sam my darkest thought. I wanted to die. ------------------------- #1 in teenlove out of 1.69k stories - 4/4/24 #3 in loss out of 1.75k stories - 9/9/23 #12 in sexualassault out of 2.02k stories - 9/4/23 #1 in help out of 1.54k stories - 10/1/23 #1 in sad out of 1.79k stories - 10/19/23 #1 in depression out of 1.82k stories - 10/19/23 #1 in anxiety out of 1.79k stories - 10/19/23 #5 in love out of 1.89k stories - 10/19/23 #2 in mental health out of 1.95k stories - 10/20/23