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This story is about a girl called Melody. She is 16 years old and has a 11 years old sister, Kelly. She likes horses and especially Moonlight... In this story you will follow Melody through both good and bad days in her life.
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TRIGGER WARNING!
I want to warn everybody - this story might be triggering for some of you. If you are easily triggered I recommend you to not read this story. This story might contain some parts about self hate and eating disorders. I don't want to glamorize any of it - I just want to write a story that I think many people can relate to.
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