a time to love
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MatureOngoing50m
Last published Sun, Mar 17, 2019
esme rivera has only ever loved once. all her friends have fancy jobs and rich fiancés but she just can't seem to move on. when esme comes face to face with the one person who ever made her feel special, she doesn't know how to feel. how will she cope spending two whole weeks on a tropical island with someone she can't decide if she loves or hates?
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i watched him as his face twisted delicately with thought, his eyes focused on the details of the border.
i always used to drown in those ocean blue eyes.
a colour so intense that a crayon could be named after it.
sharp and intimate yet still filled with so much emotion.
bottomless pools that I wouldn't mind falling into. his eyes were so blue.
cloudless and stormy all at the same time.
icy frozen irises
and they're staring right at me.
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this book is not completed and i promise i'm adding to it whenever I can, apologies for the slow updates.
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