Dear stanger
I'm sorry to do this to you but i can't keep it all bundled up in side i have no one to listen to me no one who hears my crys and no one to wipe my tears and so I'm turning to you a complete stanger please i have no escape no where to go no friends and my family well sometimes if feels like I'm adopted please all I'm asking for is for a shoulder to cry on an ear to hear me free and clear all i want is to feel like I'm not the only one in this world.
Your's Caillte amháin
"It's too much to remember everything and everyone, all pain and hurt is killing me day by day little by little.
I wish I could remove all the pain and move on in my life.
I wish I could find an eraser or Better a delete button, so that I could start from beginning, without any misery or pain."
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"Hey Eva, you know you can trust me, right? "
He asked me again cupping my cheeks, I can't let him continue this. It had to stop now or it would be too late. I can't risk everyone's life specially his. If hurting him means, him being alive then I would do it without thinking. Again and again.
"Eva are you even listening to me?"
Noah asked moving his face closer.
From this close I can even see the scar which he told me about, its just below the border line of his hair, it can be easily conceal but from this close its more real.
His eyes, they are magical. I would love to look at them all the time and never get tired of looking at in them.
No, I cannot do this to him, I can't be selfish, I have to do something this time.
"No" I answer and walked away from him.
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