You are my worst nightmare ( English Translation )

Property of MariiaMendes. I crave him, even if I shouldn't. He possesses me and takes all the life that remains inside of me but even like that I can't stay away from him. It's not that I don't want to I simply just can't. He lead me to all problems and confusions, and showed me the dark side of life but he also showed me happiness something that I never thought i could feel again. He's selfish, egocentric, problematic and dangerous. But even like that I'm completely blinded my him. He has me in the palm of is hand and he knows it, but I also have him in the palm of my hand. Maybe it's because of this that he acts the way he acts, he just wants to let me go and go back to his old ways yet he can't, he needs me and even if he doesn't admit I know he loves me. He's my biggest dream but at the same time my worst nightmare, he's the devil in person but deep down is also my guardian angel, he's everything I want. He's Zayn Malik