You're the Reason I Try
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Last published Mon, Oct 6, 2014
Troye is junior in high-school. Each day is struggle and it feels as though everything wants to bring him down. Expect Tyler. Tyler makes the pain almost bearable, he makes almost makes it worth fighting. But, Troye also knows that Tyler has the power to crush him even more. Is Tyler worth the risk? Tyler sees Troye and can see the suffering in his eyes. He wants nothing more than to hold Troye and help him, but will Troye let him in? And will Tyler be able to finally let go of his past that he has run from for so long? Can these boys help each other and give each other a reason to try? **trigger warning**
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