The Beginning of the End

The only true thing a person can run from is one of two things... one: love... but that's not what I'm running from ...yet. Then the second thing you run from... fear. Its very common, and that is why I'm running...fear. Fear of monsters, bed time stories, and last vampires who think their all that ... like a popular group in school.
My life was unsuspected, but now it is... I was normal a year ago... u had Matt (my ex boyfriend), I had Raven (my best friend), I had a good family, I had drama, I had a normal teenager life... but I learned that I'm not exactly normal. I wish to whatever's powerful enough to make me normal, but I know that's impossible. Everyday scares me, every second, minute, hour, year...any minute, or second there's a chance that something might come, and I might die, or become a slave, or a sex tool... I don't know what life is anymore.
To me its death... I know that doesn't sound happy because its not, and I hate it, but that's what I think, because with these monsters, bed time stories, and popular vampires... they kill everything they see. They're evil, and they want me. I have seen then kill Eva (a old friend) they ripped her in ways were I couldn't even recognize her, and I barely got away myself.
The only good thing about this whole thing is one vampire... he's good, and he protects me. For now.