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Don't Let Go

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Reads 333,581
Votes 14,143
Parts 32
Time 2h 55m

"It's like my brain is playing hide and seek.. only one day I won't find it."

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles have been best friends since kindergarten. The pair was inseparable. At age fifteen, they became more than just bestfriends. At age sixteen, there was a diagnosis, and  the world came crumbling down on them. 
Louis had one of the rare cases of adolescent Alzheimer's. 

Now,  at age 26, Harry can feel his love is slipping through his fingers. And there isn't a thing he can do about it. 

This is their story. 

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Trailer: https://youtu.be/3sMDLWRY2pE
COVER BY: @lostinstyles__ 

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Forgetful l.s by itiswhatitislwt

Louis Tomlinson has dementia, he's had it since he was a child. Louis knows that he has this since all his life his mother and sisters have had to tell him over and over answers to questions, he's asked before. Louis had a hard time in school because of it which is why he was homeschooled. Everything has changed now, Louis is older still with dementia but now lives with his boyfriend. Louis tries not to forget things as much but that's easier said than done, but at least Louis has Harry to help him through the struggle. - "Who are you again?" By Keilsans12 on ao3

A New Day Has Come || l.s. by CuriousKat

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

If I Could Fly by carriejamesjll

After years of being Harry Styles best friend, Louis doesn't see how anything could possibly come between them. After all, they love each other.... a little too much it would seem. When Louis has to move to L.A for a while, and leave his best friend behind, he never expects so much to happen whilst he is gone. He certainly doesn't expect to loose his best friend on top of it all. Then years later, having long since lost contact, an unexpected situation brings the pair face to face once again. Will they find it in them to forgive one another... maybe find the start to something new. After all, if Harry could fly, it would be right back home to Lou.

Photograph - stylinson - by TheFangirlLife

Two years ago Louis was diagnosed with a rare sickness. Two years ago One Direction broke up due to an un-known cause. One year and eight months ago Louis lost his hair and went into hiding. One year and a half ago he lost his memory completely. Five minutes ago he ran into Harry who has more questions than ever. -au-

"Oranges" by luxurydonnie

'He had thought over and over about this, he couldn’t go on without Louis. Ever since that night he’s been tossing and turning about the thought. Today, with Eleanor and Louis it just pushed him over the edge. He saw how happy he actually was with her; like that night and all the things he said were dust. He knew they were both drunk, he knew Louis never actually cared for him. He told him, for god sake, he told him he didn’t want to kiss that boy and he refused. Harry just couldn’t say no again and quite simply couldn’t control himself. He had that perfect opportunity so it was perfectly normal for him to not want to pass it up. Who wouldn’t want to kiss the love of their life? Even a fool… ' Louis Tomlinson of the world renowned boy band "One Direction" has been diagnosed with Osteosarcoma (Cancer Of The Bone). When he discovers his best friend Harry Styles is actually madly in love with him, things couldn't get worse for the pair. Admist all the sex and jealousy, they forget what truly was the meaning behind the story. Love. Although they repeat it over and over to each-other, no-one really understands until it's too late.

After The End: Book 1 by BomPomm

Exploring organized crime, platonic friendship, trauma bonding, persistent mental illness, and the meaning of family beyond blood. What do you do when your best friend almost dies from a heroin overdose? When One Direction is broken up, and the entire world is left to wonder just what rumor to believe, the boys all split to live there separate lives. All but Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. Now living together with the most toxic friendship known to mankind, Louis has become the full time caretaker of Harry who has chosen to indulge himself in the darker areas of life. And Louis is content with that until the police are threatening to cart Harry off, and until Harry starts losing his handle on it, and especially when Naomi comes and changes everything.

I'm Not Hopeless Just Helpless by KathyHansen

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safe haven │ larry stylinson by 1DfriendsLM

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

The Tree 》l.s *boyxboy* ✅ by Meshii

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September Snow • Larry Stylinson by loveloudlarry

It's been one year since Louis committed suicide, leaving Harry broken and completely depressed. He doesn't dare go outside and has no intentions of socializing with anyone ever again. His best friend, Niall, is left to help pick up the pieces of this never ending mess. Will Harry realize that there's more to life than torturing himself over the past?

Way Back Home (Larry Stylinson) by wickedyouth

"Sand on our toes, kiss on your nose. I love you so much, Harry Edward Styles. Against all odds, against all hoes. Take my hand, take my whole life too. I can't help to have fallen in love with you. Will you marry me, Harry?" On a breezy day, when sands were tickling through their toes and the sun was setting magnificently from afar as waves crash through the shore, Harry Styles, a 24 year old photographer, was asked by his best friend and the greatest love of his life, Louis Tomlinson, a 26 years old songwriter, the easiest question he had have to answer in his entire life. He already knows the answer by heart from the first moment his emerald eyes got the chance to connect with his ocean blue ones. Everything was beyond perfect. Every moment they shared were scribbled down on their vows, ready to be said aloud. But what if fate tested their love for each other? What if death and oblivion comes their way? Will their love for each other fade? Will they give up on the greatest love story of their lives? Or would this make them stronger? Would they find their way back home? To each other's arms? "I love you so much, Harry. Against all odds, against all hoes." Louis' eyes were red and puffy, tears were continuously falling from his eyes. He took Harry's left hand and continued talking "Take my hand, take my whole life too. I can't help to have fallen in love with you." Louis looked into Harry's emerald eyes. They were cold, no emotions were evident on his face. Not even the slightest hint of love. Louis took a pause, desperately looking at Harry's eyes as tears stream down his face. "Will you please... Please... Please remember me, Harry?"

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I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

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