Lost And Broken
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Last published Tue, Jun 3, 2014
Meet Astrid. A teenage girl who lost the only thing to ever matter to her, her brother. This story takes you threw her dysfunctional life of pain, loss, and drug abuse. Will she ever be able to amend this void in her heart or will she forever be lost and broken?
*This novel is based on my life. I want others to see things do get better.*
[This story does contain adult content.]
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