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Pain Without Love

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Two gray eyes peered down at him, purer than the full moon. They swam with concern and fear... and something else. Kindness. He couldn't remember ever being graced by such a look before. It stunned him and he found that he couldn't move. He couldn't escape that gaze or look away, but he found that he didn't really want to. 

Once again a beastly feeling of possession roared in his chest. He had to have this treasure that saved him from the pain and looked at him like that. Like he was... human, and not a rampaging beast. Like he wasn't the trash of the earth, a monster... demon, killer, the devil himself... 

He had seen it all in the eyes of the night guards before. But this... never... 

Is Lorelei an angel? Or is she just another manifestation of his broken and rotting mind? 

Springtrap is a tortured soul, languishing in the darkness and suffering for the sins of his past. He doesn't deserve to be saved or for the torment to stop. Somehow though... he is granted a reprieve from the torture by sheer luck... or is it fate? 



I don't own Five Nights at Freddy's, that would be Scott Cawthon. This is a Fanfiction and I would like anybody reading to respect that. This book does not follow the the lore and will go off in its own direction A LOT, so please be nice. 

If you don't like it, then please don't read it ;) 

If you enjoy this please consider reading Withered Memories, also on my profile, and also a FNAF Fanfic. 

Love you all! Have fun :DAll Rights Reserved

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"They Saved Me, Mike..." (FNaF Movie #1 Fanfiction) by AnotherPlebianGirl_5

(This is a separate AU from the original story where Max doesn't die)! As Max looked inside Freddy's mouth, still wondering where's the child, a hand shot out before her sight, but then... something grabs her and pulls her away right at the last second. All she saw before fainting out of shock was a ruined version of the same animatronic she saw... yellow with a missing ear... As soon as she left the torture room, she sees children, including the child she saw "inside of Freddy". She made a deal with them: come with Abby on the 5th night of Mike's shift from the "Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria", and they'll help her find her brother and his friends. Being the caring babysitter she is, she accepts. She's unsure if she made the right choice... did she? (I made this AU because she's my baby, and she was the kindest out of all of the evil ones, because she was forced to fucking get Mike in trouble, and because my bisexual ass sees her and suddenly imagined how life would like if she's my lesbian girlfriend [this is usual, even though I'm in love with a man]. This is my first story, so please no harsh words. Also, not everything is canon, some fanmade stuff is included, so keep an eye out on that. Without further ado (MY NAME IS ADO!), enjoy)!

Why Me? *Rewrite* by LuvMiddleEarth

For many years, a certain pizzeria was the place a young girl used to go to as a child. She loved coming here almost everyday to spend time with her favorite animatronics. There is one in particular who stands out to her, because he is the only one who is different from the rest at the time. And she believed in her heart that he might have been alive and her true friend. However, one day after leaving the restaurant, a tragedy occurs before she can reach home. One that would change her life forever, and returning to that restaurant was out of the question. At least for ten years. It is not until she needs a job that she finds herself returning to the restaurant as a night guard and meeting the animatronic she used to love as a friend for the first time in ten years somehow brings up on feelings. Mostly because of what happened ten years ago. When she settles into the first night, believing things will be boring and slow, she discovers that the animatronics might be more than they appear. Especially her favorite animatronic, and she soon learns that he did not take it well when she did not return. She had never thought he would even remember her...but as time passes by, she learns that the animatronics are more than they appear. And the owner of the restaurant seems to be the key to this whole thing.

In My Arms | fangle | under editing by canislupusexe

(tw: description contains self-harm, bullying, death, and a small mention of drugs) "Woah, look at her eyes!" "What a freak." "Is that even normal?" Mangle held her head in her hands, breathing slowly. She wished they would all just be quiet. "I heard her dad died and her mom's a druggie." "I heard she doesn't even have a mom." Tears slipped out of her eyes as the words began to surround her. She felt as though she were drowning. It suddenly became hard to breathe and she suddenly couldn't stop herself. Her footsteps were loud as she walked down the vacant hallways. She made it to the bathroom as quickly as she could. She walked to a stall and locked it. She got the tiny silver blade from her pocket and sat down. As tears rolled down her cheeks she began to drag it across her wrist. After a considerable amount of time and an even larger amount of self-inflicted damage, she grabbed some toilet paper and cleaned up the mess. This was not that long ago. If her mom hadn't found out and moved her to California, she might have gone farther. But now she's attending Fazbear High and has so many friends. So many people that love her. She's important and everything is amazing. But things can't always stay that way. "Please. Stop! Why are you doing this to me?!" She screamed out, but nobody else could hear her. She was alone with him and she couldn't hate it more. "Please, someone help." But no one can help you when you're all alone. I do not own anyone or anything in this story except for the plot.

Am I Alone? (Human!SpringTrap x Reader) || COMPLETE by PoppinBunnies

This is something I got in my head just now. Let me know if you liked. Also I'm really new at this stuff. It's about a girl that works at Fazbear Fright. She has to always be on the look out for that Spring Loaded Demonic Animatronic. And when she goes home, she tries to find out more about the past of Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria... Can you last against your theories, your fears and the demonic Springtrap? I REALLY, REALLY, REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALY, DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING WITH THIS!

Springtrap X Reader by aedon_1441

Springtrap × Reader Unfortunately, I've decided I might try a springtrap x reader FF because I'm tired of the bad ones and bored. I'm male, so I'll be writing this from a male perspective, but I'll try my best to use gender neutral terms. I have no idea where this story is gonna go, no idea if I'll write even more than the first chapter, we will see... Sorry if the Grammer or anything is bad, I don't have an editor other than myself so yeah, enjoy! Reader a 19 year old gets a job at fazbears fright and meets springtrap in a less than conventional way for the first time. (Y/N)=(Your Name) AKA you, the reader (.......)=Fazbear Frights Manager (to my knowledge the managers name has never canonically been given and I'm not about to make one up sooooo) (This goes without saying, but I don't own, nor claim to own anything FNAF related.)

Dead By Daylight Chapter XIX: Masquerade of Lost Souls (DBD x Fnaf) by Timeless_95

Michael Afton woke up, extremely confused about his whereabouts. He seemed to be at some sort of campsite. Where was he? Was this the afterlife? Were his friends all here too? He could only walk around and call out the names of his friends. But with no avail, he was consumed by the entity and taken to his first trial. Somewhere else, Charlotte Emily opened her eyes. She was surprised that she was no longer in the Puppet, no longer trapped inside Lefty. She only remembered the fire and her father's final words to her. She didn't have much time to ponder before she was taken into her first trial by the entity. All the other survivors knew what had happened, they had an unspoken rule between them all: When there's another survivor, chances are, there's another one of THEM and another area to memorize. Disclaimer: I don't own Fnaf, nor do I own DBD. I only own this story and the front cover.

⚜ 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓦𝓸𝓷! ⚜ [William Afton x Reader] by vafelli

▪▪▪ °ᴡɪʟʟɪᴀᴍ ᴀғᴛᴏɴ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ° [reader is female] ▪▪▪ - You won! Silence. - Hey, I'm talking to you! Yes, you! Come on, look at me! I'm finally turning my head to the golden bunny. Children are looking at me jealously. They wanted to win so badly. I didn't wanna win. I don't wanna go to him. Please. Little sister smiles happily. - Come on, Y/N, aren't you happy?! Spring Bonnie picked you! I'm quietly stepping towards the scene with all eyes on me. My hands are shaking. - A-aren't I'm a bit old for this thing? - My voice ruins the perfect silence as I'm getting near this... thing... near... HIM... - Oh no, dear, you're perfectly fine! Now... G e t c l o s e r. It starts. ▪▪▪ !!This book contains!! • Violence • EXTREME violence • Swearing • Maybe some lemons ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) - Don't read if you're easily affected by cruel behavior, dark atmosphere and description of murders. ▪▪▪ FNaF plot and William Afton himself belong to Scott Cawthon. Y/N belong to you. Plot of book and cover art belongs to vafelli

I'm.. in love.? (Gr!Freddy x Male Reader) by agendertron

Y/N L/N was a seven year old boy who was taken to Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria for his seventh birthday with his single mother as she had forgotten about his birthday. Upon entry, he was star struck by the animatronics. Y/N found them all so cool, but he did quickly gain a favourite, which was Freddy. On the way home, Y/N's mother even promised him that she would take him again soon. But, almost a year later, to be precise, a week away from Y/N's eighth birthday, he had learnt that the promise made by her was a lie after asking when they would visit again many times. This time, Y/N mustered up the courage to ask his mum a different question. From that day onwards, the relationship between Y/N and his mother spiralled down and wasn't the same ever again. After finishing high school, Y/N went to university and studied to become a robotics technician so he could work at places like Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria. He was so good at what he was studying, that he only had to study for two years before being allowed to graduate. So when Y/N turned twenty, he applied for the role of the animatronic mechanic at Freddy Fazbear's Pizza-Plex, which was a massive mall version of Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria. It had all of the originals(in my AU, Bonnie and Foxy still exist) and some new ones. Y/N was ecstatic when he heard that they were accepted and now employed to be the mechanic, but he had to keep this job a secret. He could not risk his mother finding out. Y/N was pretty good at not mentioning starting the job. That was until one day when his mum decided to randomly come visit and found out everything, causing a big argument. Y/N didn't care and started working there anyways. He became the happiest they ever had been. Y/N made new friends. Both human and robotic. Everything was normal, until one day, when a realisation made everything change for Y/N.

I Don't Get Paid Enough For This (William Afton x reader) by Amnosia_tings

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Locked in | FNAF springtrap x reader by traayD23

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"They Saved Me, Mike..." (FNaF Movie #1 Fanfiction)

(This is a separate AU from the original story where Max doesn't die)! As Max looked inside Freddy's mouth, still wondering where's the child, a hand shot out before her sight, but then... something grabs her and pulls her away right at the last second. All she saw before fainting out of shock was a ruined version of the same animatronic she saw... yellow with a missing ear... As soon as she left the torture room, she sees children, including the child she saw "inside of Freddy". She made a deal with them: come with Abby on the 5th night of Mike's shift from the "Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria", and they'll help her find her brother and his friends. Being the caring babysitter she is, she accepts. She's unsure if she made the right choice... did she? (I made this AU because she's my baby, and she was the kindest out of all of the evil ones, because she was forced to fucking get Mike in trouble, and because my bisexual ass sees her and suddenly imagined how life would like if she's my lesbian girlfriend [this is usual, even though I'm in love with a man]. This is my first story, so please no harsh words. Also, not everything is canon, some fanmade stuff is included, so keep an eye out on that. Without further ado (MY NAME IS ADO!), enjoy)!