I Wrote This for You
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- Votos 4
- Partes 6
Dear you,
you know who you are.
I need you to understand something. I started writing this for YOU. I want you to know that although our love may become just a memory someday, you have taught me so much about love. You have taught me that not everything beautiful can become something long-lasting. Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to reveal just how much love you are capable of, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever-- not even the person that is perfect for you--and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they've given us, so thank you, for teaching me this paramount lesson. I love you so dearly.
Love,
N
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