You'll Lose This Time
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Ongoing18m
Last published Sun, Jul 22, 2018
Why am I always ending up not winning?
Why am I always ending up the second?
Why am I always ending up the loser?
Why am I always ending up the shadow behind you, behind the things you've got? Whyyy?!
I hate it. I hate it ending up just like that. But I'll make sure that...
You'll. Lose. This. Time!
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