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before i close my eyes

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sequel to "wing ridden angel". 

Thank you sm to @-aestheticallyblue / @-peachyblues for the amazing coverr❤️❤️❤️

Based on true events. 

 Before i lay down to sleep, i pray the lord my soul to keep. I hope it's not too late for me.All Rights Reserved

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