help me {A suicide story}
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Última publicación mié, sep 26, 2018
This story contains very stong and sensitive subjects including:
suicide
depression
self harm
extreme language
death
abuse
rape
mental illnesses
bullying
Ash is 21 and has not had the best life. She was raped multiple times, she was abused by her parents before they died. She is bullied for being transgender. She's never felt love, only hate.
All she needs is someone to help her.
help me
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