And Here I Begun
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Last published Sat, Apr 19, 2014
Depressed, happy for about 2 seconds, then depressed again. That was the cycle of my feelings, depression providing no room for any decent thoughts. For Ronnie, her life is one big mess. She practically drowns in her tears and blood every night, the only thing there for her is music. She yearns to run away one night, and she finally gathers up enough courage to do so. But what will small town American teen Ronnie Davis find in London? Will memories come back just to hunt her down? Or will she finally find happiness?
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