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✿*:･ﾟPoetry ﾟ･:*✿ ~FEATURED ON WATTPAD'S POETRY LIST~ ||•WINNER Of The Recognition Awards•|| ||WINNER of The Second Ohana Awards|| ||WINNER of The Best Aesthetics In April Jane's Awards|| ||WINNER of the Constellation Awards|| ||WINNER of the Young blood Awards|| •Will-O'-The-Wisp • ❝A Misleading Elusive Goal Or Hope❞. •Magic Shop• ❝A Psychodramatic Technique Which Exchanges Fear For A Positive Attitude❞. ─━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━──━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━ Highest Ranking In Poetry and Poems- #1 ─━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━──━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━ Here's To Those Whose Demons Crawl Inside Their Head Fighting To Be Let Out . Here's To Those Whose Minds Have Been Left Torn And Tattered After The War Against Themselves. Here's To Those Whose Minds Are Dark Labyrinths Of Thoughts, Fuelled By Their Lost Dreams And Broken Memories. ✧♬•*¨*•.｡✧♬•*¨*•.✧♬•*¨*•.｡｡✧♬•*¨*•.✧♬•*¨*•.｡
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