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The life I refused to be given.

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I'm Cecilia James, some may say a 16 Year old delinquent. With a Dysfunctional family, set of friends, relationship and life... 

The life I refused to be given. 

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Come along for the crazy ride of Cecilias adolescent years. Experience her pain, grief, sadness , happiness and growth as she navigates through life.

Oh and let's not forget heartache from the boy who made it his life mission to break and fix her over and over again- Daniel Michaelson.

"You Cilia, are mine. My one and only and no one fucking else's."

No matter the cost.
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Expect:
Alot of Swearing
heartbreak
Betrayal 
Sex
Violence
Domestic violence 
Drugs
Alcohol
Dysfunction  
And a whole lot of crazy.

WARNING: This book will involve mature content including violence and sexual assault 18+

I do not own any photos used in this story they are just to help with visualsAll Rights Reserved

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"Kassauni, there is more to life than continuous pain and suffering. I am sure you know that, and no one is asking you to go through it alone," She told me. I took a long drag from the blunt and held it in my lungs before releasing it. "Whatever yah talk 'bout sound like a fairy tale and mi nuh want yuh feel like me is a problem fi yuh fix," I stated, staring into her eyes. She frowned, deeply. "You need to talk to someone, or me. I am here for you if you need anything." Her voice came out softer than usual. "Rosalia, left that. It nuh concern yuh," I told her. She hissed her teeth and slapped the blunt out of my hand. "Mi try talk to yuh, but if yuh nah go at least try to get help then mi nuh need fi deh here. Stay by yuhself since a that yuh fucking want." She turned and started walking away. // He was abandoned by his parents. Time and time again they let him down, not realizing that each time it was draining him. He isn't the most sentimental guy, probably one of the most nonchalant and controlling people you've ever met. She was sweet and came from what people would call the perfect family. In a short time, she made him indecisive and question himself. Peeled away every armor he had shielding his insecurities. She broke him but stood by him while he rebuilt himself into a better man. The man he always wanted to be. The man he knew she deserved. _______________________________ - Mature Content (18+) - Violence

Pure Hate by ineslepeuch

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"How could you betray me like this, I thought you said I was your one and only lover...you didn't tell me you had a wife??!!" she asked as tears dropped down her face. "Lover?? have you looked at yourself in the mirror?? who would take a second glance at you??" he spat. "But you said I looked good, was that a lie too??" "I only said that to get into your pants silly...you are nothing to me!!!" "I hate you!! I wish I had never met you!!!" She yelled. "Well, you can do one thing for me though." he said as he moved closer to her. "What is it??" She asked with a shaky voice. "Be my mistress." Clara Scott is a young girl who lost her Mother at a tender age and was taken by her father and step Mother who abused her physically, mentally and verbally. After she overhears one faithful day about a plot to murder her by her step siblings, she took her things and fled and in the process, stumbled upon a rich and egotistic man who promised her the world. Clara later finds out that the man whom she adored as her savior was a beast who lied and tricked her into becoming his plaything. Will Clara step up and get her revenge or will her love for him make her pay a painful price.

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Burning Passion cover

Pure Hate cover

THE MAFIA'S MISTRESS cover

Life of Ives ✔️ cover

Knife's Edge cover

Who They Are cover

Before You Leave cover

The Deeper The Hate The Deeper The Love cover

I Might Need You cover

A TASTE OF CANDY POISON cover

Burning Passion

"Kassauni, there is more to life than continuous pain and suffering. I am sure you know that, and no one is asking you to go through it alone," She told me. I took a long drag from the blunt and held it in my lungs before releasing it. "Whatever yah talk 'bout sound like a fairy tale and mi nuh want yuh feel like me is a problem fi yuh fix," I stated, staring into her eyes. She frowned, deeply. "You need to talk to someone, or me. I am here for you if you need anything." Her voice came out softer than usual. "Rosalia, left that. It nuh concern yuh," I told her. She hissed her teeth and slapped the blunt out of my hand. "Mi try talk to yuh, but if yuh nah go at least try to get help then mi nuh need fi deh here. Stay by yuhself since a that yuh fucking want." She turned and started walking away. // He was abandoned by his parents. Time and time again they let him down, not realizing that each time it was draining him. He isn't the most sentimental guy, probably one of the most nonchalant and controlling people you've ever met. She was sweet and came from what people would call the perfect family. In a short time, she made him indecisive and question himself. Peeled away every armor he had shielding his insecurities. She broke him but stood by him while he rebuilt himself into a better man. The man he always wanted to be. The man he knew she deserved. _______________________________ - Mature Content (18+) - Violence