The life I refused to be given.
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Last published Tue, Dec 30, 2025
I'm Cecilia James, some may say a 16 Year old delinquent. With a Dysfunctional family, set of friends, relationship and life...
The life I refused to be given.
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Come along for the crazy ride of Cecilias adolescent years. Experience her pain, grief, sadness , happiness and growth as she navigates through life.
Oh and let's not forget heartache from the boy who made it his life mission to break and fix her over and over again- Daniel Michaelson.
"You Cilia, are mine. My one and only and no one fucking else's."
No matter the cost.
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Expect:
Alot of Swearing
heartbreak
Betrayal
Sex
Violence
Domestic violence
Drugs
Alcohol
Dysfunction
And a whole lot of crazy.
WARNING: This book will involve mature content including violence and sexual assault 18+
I do not own any photos used in this story they are just to help with visuals
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