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Mask of Celibacy: A Multimedia Novella

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Reads 81,494
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Parts 40
Time 4h 8m

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High school senior Jess Smith meets Ace of Spades, an online friend who helps her question her mask of celibacy and recognize her true asexuality. Except that their friendship begins to develop into something more.

[Featured April and May 2020 under Love and Heartbreak and June 2020 under #PrideatWattpad]
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It's the last year of high school. Everything's in full swing for academic awards, prom, and graduation. Everyone knows their place. Everyone fits in their neat little boxes.  

Everyone except for Jess Smith. 

Join Jess as she embarks on a journey of self-discovery. In 1999, asexuality isn't widely known--even to her--or accepted as an orientation. With the help of Ace of Spades, she explores what asexuality means through her blog and conversations with family and friends. 

Can she embrace her true self, or will she keep wearing the mask of celibacy?

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Status: completed

Highest tag: #1 in blog | #1 in asexual

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the Secret Life of Damien Carmichael by NarcissaDeville

Damien Carmichael leads a double life. By day he's a high school senior at an elite prep school, just trying to get through his last year without any trouble. He has a girlfriend and up until this year, he was the star player of the lacrosse team. By night, however, he's known as Adamsxboytoyx3 on Tumblr where he writes erotic fanfiction of his favorite books, the Wisher Trilogy. There, he can be his true self. He can be seen because no one knows who he really is. But worlds collide as Damien's former best friend, Tyler seeks revenge for Damien ruining his life, and a new boy causes Damien to re-evaluate his desire to stay in the closet. Can Damien keep everything together even as the world around him seems to be falling apart? Can he keep his secret identity, and his sexuality to himself, or will the world finally learn the truth about Damien?

For you, Mate by winterdecemberevery

"'Jason!', I moaned out. I could feel his member twitch inside of me as he let out a shaky breath. I always knew the effect my moans had on him. Our now sweaty bodies interlocked with each other as I lay on the soft mattress. My left hand in his hair, pulling lightly. My right on his strong bicep. My waist against his abs. My legs interlocked on his hips as I pulled him closer. His knees on bed. His left palm on my waist as he gently gives it a squeeze. His right palm next to my head, supporting his whole body. His hair messy as beads of sweat roll down his forehead." .............................................................................................................. Was the mate bond just something special and magical? Did it ever occur to you that it was like an obligation for two people to fall in love with each other? Wasn't it something that forces two people to stay together? You don't feel like rejecting them. But, you don't fall in love with them, despite trying? The need to mate with them keeps clawing at your mind and you can't help but touch them? This is exactly how Alpha Jason Sanders, 24 felt when he met his mate, Jessica Watson, 21. To overcome his whirlwind of thoughts, he desperately needs some space from her and thus, he leaves her. What's going to happen when he finally gathers his thoughts together and comes back to her? How is their relationship going to end? Is it going to get it's happily ever after? ....................... Join in on their bittersweet yet steamy journey through the ups and downs to find out. .............................. WARNING: Rated R. Contains very mature sexual descriptions and swear words.

He Says He's Just A Friend by jms777

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Hidden by DarlingSophisticated

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Extra Credit by Xmintflake

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[Not Just Any Other] Ghost Story

A town with secrets. A girl with questions. And a revelation that's more shocking than any of them ever expected. * * * * * Sarah wants to spend the last months before college exploring her aunt's sleepy New England town while quietly crushing on the local football star, but the resident ghost has other plans. When evidence of an eighty-year-old murder is discovered, Sarah becomes convinced that the victim is trying to give her a message or perhaps, even a warning. But how could any of it be connected, and most importantly, what is there for her to be afraid of in sweet-as-(pumpkin spice) pie New Bedford? * * * CONTENT WARNING: This story has discussions and depictions of certain themes that some readers may find triggering. This includes verbal, physical, and sexual assault, issues surrounding mental health, and child loss. Read at your own discretion. Note that this is a first draft of this story. It is exclusive to Wattpad and if you find it elsewhere, it has been illegally pirated and you're at risk for malware. [Approx. 50K word Novel] Cover made with Canva Image Generator. (c) 2021-22 All Rights Reserved - Copyright RS Kovach