Let Me Explain
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Last published Wed, Jun 13, 2018
Life is hard, but when there's no one to help, no one to listen, your world you thought was okay is now falling apart piece by piece.
A non-gendered book about how hard life can be for people who suffer from eating disorders, abuse, neglect, and mental disorders.
This is only one person's perspective on it. This does not define how everyone goes through it.
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