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everything i was afraid to say
kelceyvasquez
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kelceyvasquez
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Ongoing, First published Jun 14, 2018
Mature
addiction
breakups
cybergoth
freeverse
goth
highschool
lgbt
mentalhealth
michigan
poetry
poetryiguess
recovery
sad
spokenword
substanceabuse
wattys2019
webcore
whyamialive
suicide notes and love letters galore
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addiction
breakups
cybergoth
freeverse
goth
highschool
lgbt
mentalhealth
michigan
poetry
poetryiguess
recovery
sad
spokenword
substanceabuse
wattys2019
webcore
whyamialive
Table of contents
i've had all these words but no one to tell them to.
Fri, Jul 27, 2018
i wanna throw up
Sat, Jul 28, 2018
next time i open up to someone its gonna be my autopsy
Sat, Aug 18, 2018
all i remember is breaking up a fight
Sun, Aug 19, 2018
i miss alyssia and i have a concussion
Wed, Aug 29, 2018
dreamt of u last night woke up crying thats alright
Sat, Sep 1, 2018
relapse
Fri, Sep 7, 2018
blow my brains out
Sun, Sep 9, 2018
moving on and using absolute statements
Wed, Dec 5, 2018
i've got love for everyone but myself
Tue, Dec 11, 2018
january 6, 2019.
Tue, Dec 18, 2018
obsessive and posessive
Mon, Feb 18, 2019
acid trip
Sun, Mar 24, 2019
suite 407
Wed, Mar 27, 2019
"i wish u were a noose grab my neck and call it truce"
Sat, Mar 30, 2019
april 18
Thu, Apr 18, 2019
it's all in my code
Thu, Apr 25, 2019
relapse (part 2).
Fri, May 10, 2019
self medicating
Sat, May 18, 2019
a poem for my brother
Sat, Jun 1, 2019
self sabotage
Wed, Jun 5, 2019
i know im not her
Thu, Jun 13, 2019
alprazolam
Wed, Jun 26, 2019
stuck in my head
Sun, Jul 21, 2019
intrusive thoughts pt 1
Fri, Aug 2, 2019
LIFE IMITATES ART
Fri, Aug 23, 2019
notapoem imjustjournalling bcimiss myexgfandcant findmyactualjournal
Sun, Aug 25, 2019
snap out of it!
Wed, Aug 28, 2019
relapse pt 3
Thu, Aug 29, 2019
forever doesnt exist but with you it sure does feel like it
Thu, Aug 29, 2019
zombie girl
Fri, Sep 20, 2019
softcore
Fri, Aug 30, 2019
redemption and reclaiming
Fri, Sep 6, 2019
got ur nose
Thu, Sep 12, 2019
boxcutter
Thu, Sep 19, 2019
this one was inspired by alyssa
Fri, Sep 20, 2019
impulsive poetry
Fri, Sep 27, 2019
bath water
Tue, Oct 1, 2019
sometimes i forget you exist. that's when my mind is at ease.
Fri, Oct 4, 2019
another public journal entry so the world knows how utterly pathetic i am
Tue, Oct 8, 2019
cough syrup
Mon, Oct 28, 2019
november 6th
Thu, Nov 7, 2019
anothr journal entry bc i dnt trust havin my thoughts on paper anymor
Wed, Nov 13, 2019
molly
Mon, Dec 16, 2019
latuda
Thu, Jan 2, 2020
king park by la dispute (6:23)
Sat, Jan 4, 2020
molly in my aquafina! jan6
Wed, Jan 15, 2020
another poem abt blow from drafts dec4
Wed, Jan 15, 2020
avoid!catastrophic!thinking
Sat, Jan 18, 2020
!BELGIUM!hennessy passed to kalamazoo
Mon, Jan 20, 2020
east side mania
Tue, Jan 21, 2020
4am
Wed, Jan 22, 2020
i've got two names on my hip
Mon, Jan 27, 2020
snapchat memories
Tue, Jan 28, 2020
my mania becomes a whole new person
Wed, Jan 29, 2020
pandora's box
Wed, Jan 29, 2020
the art of astral projection
Thu, Jan 30, 2020
journal entry again
Sat, Feb 1, 2020
self medication II
Sat, Feb 1, 2020
another draft about self destruction
Sat, Feb 1, 2020
naivety
Sun, Feb 2, 2020
i'm graduating next month
Mon, Feb 3, 2020
MANIFESTATION
Tue, Feb 4, 2020
the difference between delusion and coincidence
Wed, Feb 5, 2020
asmodeus' reincarnation
Thu, Feb 6, 2020
for kelcey
Thu, Feb 6, 2020
anxious attachment
Mon, Feb 10, 2020
my molly girl
Wed, Feb 12, 2020
another one for bubba
Sat, Feb 15, 2020
a grandiose-persecutory suite
Tue, Feb 18, 2020
not a poem
Tue, Feb 18, 2020
bridge park, baby
Sun, Feb 23, 2020
for snp kid, but not currently.
Sun, Feb 23, 2020
"not much of a poet but a criminal"
Wed, Feb 26, 2020
i've hated high school ever since
Fri, Feb 28, 2020
a meeting at the eating disorder clinic
Fri, Feb 28, 2020
last week i cried for the first time since december 1st
Sun, Mar 1, 2020
thoughts at 5:12am
Sun, Mar 1, 2020
"yummin"
Mon, Mar 2, 2020
03/02/20 1:03pm thoughs
Mon, Mar 2, 2020
breaking and entering
Tue, Mar 3, 2020
thoughts at 4:12am
Fri, Mar 6, 2020
black magic[k]
Sun, Mar 8, 2020
changing this title
Mon, Mar 9, 2020
poetry about the super moon
Tue, Mar 10, 2020
my first job!!!
Wed, Mar 11, 2020
journalling about the only ex(bf) i'll ever give a fuck about
Thu, Mar 12, 2020
movie night
Mon, Mar 16, 2020
march 19, 2020 journal
Thu, Mar 19, 2020
quarantine sucks and i should bake muffins / 03/19/20
Fri, Mar 20, 2020
today's journal / 03/20/20
Fri, Mar 20, 2020
a draft from a time i was trippin balls (Sobriety Sucks!)
Sun, Mar 22, 2020
homemade salsa
Tue, Mar 24, 2020
03/26/20 journal
Fri, Mar 27, 2020
headache
Thu, Apr 2, 2020
day 6 of the manic episode: when did i last take my meds??
Sat, Mar 28, 2020
03/28/20 journal - i'm having a hard time lately
Sun, Mar 29, 2020
he asks me what i think about when he's not next to me.
Tue, Mar 31, 2020
a draft from relapse
Mon, Apr 6, 2020
tesla tuesday on a monday
Thu, Jun 11, 2020
i graduated and twin flames are on my mind
Sat, May 9, 2020
06/04/20 3:23am
Thu, Jun 4, 2020
i dont know
Sun, Aug 2, 2020
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i graduated and twin flames are on my mind
Sat, May 9, 2020
06/04/20 3:23am
Thu, Jun 4, 2020
i dont know
Sun, Aug 2, 2020
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