God, Rainbows, and Phan
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Last published Sat, Jun 30, 2018
At the age of 2 Phil's family had been attending church (he is now 17)
Dan's family just started to attend church ( he is now 16)
Phil loves to go to church and worship the God that saved him from his depression( he was told to believe that that's the only way to get rid of it)
Dan hates church, despises it actually( to rebel against the church he becomes a Satanist, but no one really noticed)
So one day he decided to look for a BOYfriend within the church
And his eyes landed on Phil Lester the most religious person in his church.
If he manages to get Phil he'll feel content with his life?
So he thinks
To him it's just a game but what happens if he actually falls for phil?
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