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Never Will I Ever

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HIGHEST RANKINGS| #1 in stopchildabuse
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#4 in reallifestory

Lena Brooke, is just like every high schooler 

But not like everyone else, her family is a mass of dark clouds preventing her from being normal... on the normal days she feels abnormal, circumstances have made her older than her age , her hope of happiness is gone , she's now a robot devoid of any emotions.. and the only thing that keeps her heart beating is her brother

Until Emmanuel walker, the school's most notorious decides to take a stroll in her life...

She's conflicted with religion, Faith and Love - 

Will she ever feel human again? Would her parents abuse phobia her from loving  or will she ever learn to trust again? And find her childhood Spirit filled Faith ?

Or Never will she Ever?


NB: Contents of abuse.

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