Something I don't know

Are you mad?!
No, but I damn sure have the right to be!
What is that suppose to mean?!
Well you--
Are you saying this is my fault
What if it was?! Think about it, there's no one to blame but yourself! Just admit it, We all do!!
Your- you- ugh I can't stand you!!!!
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Life treats us like crap
Yet we still live it
Do we dare to think of death?
No, because life is also precious
Like the sight of a new born baby
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Ever get the feeling of regret so big it takes over your mentality? That's what fills me every time I think about him. I wanted him to see me as more than friends. If I hadn't. .. Damn it! My minds reels and tries to convert the hurt and pain, but it ultimately fails.
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I didn't always love her, I thought she was just one of those girls who got along with guys better than girls, so I always considered her as a friend. She had a sketchy past but I looked passed that. I guess you can say we were always there for each other, but I knew of something she didn't and I guess that's why I reacted like that, I guess that's why we're no longer friends I think, I don't know.