Can I Tell You A Secret
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This is a story about secrets.
We all have them, we all want to know others', and no one wants to tell theirs. I, Alex Randall, had a few of my own. This story is about the one I kept from myself and everyone else for almost five years. The secret? I'd been in love with my best friend, Marlon Dias.
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Cover art is mine.
@reyanakin is the co-author and amazing editor. Thank you!
Currently I am going through and editing/updating the writing.
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