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Philophobia - z•m

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Reads 178
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Parts 4
Time 6m

Philophobia- the fear of loving   " I will always love you no matter what what, you know that right?" he asked.  I nodded my head as I could feel the tension in the room as the sweat dripped down my forehead.       We have been running, running for years for what we had done.  Zayn looked at me just as the officer came in and sat down, he looked away.         I looked at him and he nodded. I took a deep breath.         It was time for our side of the story and that was exactly what I was going to do, I was going to tell what had happened that night, wether they like it or not.All Rights Reserved

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I run faster and faster. He's going to catch me. I let out a very girly squeal as I feel two sets of arms grab me slowing me to a halt. "That is not fair!" I scream at the curly haired boy. He just chuckles letting go of me. "Yes it was. You never said I couldn't use other people." He shrugs. "It was implied. And he's training for the Olympics." "You're training." He states simply flipping his hair out of his eyes. "C'mon, we're going to be late." He grabs my wrist and starts pulling me down the street. "I really don't want to go." I whine while his grip doesn't falter but possibly gets tighter. "You really don't have a choice." He mumbles. "Since when have you cared about being punctual?" He's always the late one. "Since your job depends on it." And he's right. Maybe I should back up. I am Harry Styles' personal bodyguard. That doesn't really clear it up, does it? Well, this is what happened...