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Reads 16
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bts disorders eating hoseok insecurities jimin jin jungkook namjoon taehyung yoongi

"Do you think they've noticed how small I've gotten?"

"Yes, Taehyung."
"Look at your elbows"
"And your arms"

"Why?"

"They look small"
"Especially your elbows"





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this story is based off of my ongoing experience with a love hate relationship with food and my body. 

if any of the following triggers you, please proceed with caution when reading, or do not read at all.

this story includes mentions of;
•self harm
•suicidal thoughts
•eating disorders 




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I've had this in my drafts for awhile and figured I'd pick up on it again.All Rights Reserved

bts disorders eating hoseok insecurities jimin jin jungkook namjoon taehyung yoongi

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Addicted To You | k.th ✔️ by nochubbykook

[COMPLETED] "I love you." I felt like the whole world stopped. I could only focus on Taehyung, nobody, nothing else. I was curious as those words repeated in my head. "Yeona-ah.. I think I'm addicted to you. You're like a drug to me.." I froze at his words. This was so sudden.. I didn't know how to feel about this. "T-Taehyung.. U-Uhm.. I-I don't know w-what to say.." I finally spoke up, hesitatingly. He came closer to me and placed his index finger on my lips. Then, he leaned in to my ear and whispered- "Then don't say anything. But, I'll get what I want even if it's now or later. I will get it, and I want you." ___ "I will never love a jerk like you." ••••• Cover by: CharlottesCookie Started: 28/01/2018 Ended: 23/07/2018

Insecure; J.JK ✔️ by ultrakook

Dear Diary, Have you ever felt like the whole world is caving in on you and there's nothing you can do to stop it? That's how I feel everyday. I constantly feel like i'm suffocating and I hate it. I don't want to feel this way anymore, I can't handle it. I want to be able to walk out of my door and not care about how others may be looking at me or what they're thinking when I walk down the street. I want to be able to embrace my unique traits but I just can't seem to look past societies beauty guidelines. I'm being ruled by magazines cutouts and models that wouldn't even look at me twice in the streets. I can't talk to people about this because they just wouldn't understand what i'm going through and would tell me that it's just a phase and that it'll be over. I can't remember phases lasting this long though and it scares me. I don't want to be like this forever. Yours sincerely, Insecurity In which a girl is insecure of her body, hating the way she looks. Started: 17/03/19 Finished: 22/04/19 © envisagetae 2019

Let Me Teach You - 18+ COMPLETE by BTSismylovelanguage

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(1) Just Let Me Love You || Park Jimin x Reader (COMPLETED) by chesuto_mochi

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