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Inside These Walls

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Parts 25
Time 2h 28m

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Book #1 of Finding Hope Series 

Neal Blaze has a scarring past, and has no desire to face any part of it. But when his past is suddenly the answer to all his problems, he will not only have to face his past, but also his unseen future.

But as he travels back to his home town to find answers, an old flame seems to have still been burning through the years. But Neal must face his past fully to be able to love fully again. 

Can he do it, or will he give into his old habit of running?



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