alone with my suicide notions

The story is about a girl who is a nerd , everyone hates her because of a rumor the preps in school they uttered about her , her whole life became depressing afterwards , she ceased her relationship with her family , later her dad became alcoholic , and her mum was abused by her father , she stopped eating , going to school , and the mean girls kept bullying her . How will she fix the mess ? , will she give up her dream , or fight for it ? .