Blessings Wait For You

What happens when you see yourself in love with a boy at first sight but remain friends. You have a set of rules you must go by to stay in part of the Squad; to never share personal secrets outside of the group, to never forget a member and include everyone in everything, be there for each other and to never fall in love with anyone in the group. The closer you guys become, the more interaction you guys get with each other. You guys become the best of best friends but soon becomes lovers. you both keep it a secret from everyone. He doesn't know you like him and you don't know he likes you. how does it all go?