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I'm Not Okay {FIN & EDITING}

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Parts 86
Time 6h 31m

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*MY FIRST BOYXBOY!* 

Zayden: a teen boy who doesn't know the definition of friends and family and wonders why he's in therapy when he's "normal and simple." 

But that soon ends when three people try to become his friend, his dad changing, his brother, Eden, growing up, and his therapist trying to figure him out. 

Editor: lovehymn
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