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I'm Fading

_black_shadow_O

Reads 544
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Parts 20
Time 2h 3m

Reads 544
Votes 64
Parts 20
Time 2h 3m

_black_shadow_O

Mature

anxiety boy depression drama drugs girl highschool love pride romance sad school suicide

Jordan has already been through some pretty intense stuff.
But after she has to move to another town and has to go to a new school all these memories she tried to push away and ignore come back.
And even worse.
Can she handle it and finally accept others help?
Or does she has to live trough it all alone again?
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anxiety boy depression drama drugs girl highschool love pride romance sad school suicide

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His sunflower by vistavie19

Skylar Hi, I'm Skylar, but friends call me Sky. Actually, I don't have many of them. I'm shy and rather awkward. I think too much and feel too much, all at once. I'm just a normal girl who goes to the university, and whose life is going to change after meeting...him. Ace Fuck off! I'm not telling you anything about me, you motherfuckers. My life is not your fucking business! ~ *WARNING! This story contains mature content, strong language and self-harm.* "You like it when I say your name, hm?" His voice was so soft. "Skylar" He said and placed a soft kiss on my neck. I closed my eyes and turned my head to the side unconciously, giving him better access. His one hand was still wrapped around my neck and the other one was on my waist, holding me tight. His mouth detached on my neck, giving it gentle kisses. It felt so good that I couldn't move or do anything. I was completely frozen. I never felt like this before. No one has ever had such influence on me. I couldn't pull away from him, even if I wanted to. However, his hand traveled down from my waist and went under my blouse and that was like a bucket of cold water. I opened my eyes and jumped back a little, instantly missing his warm touch. But hello?? I don't know him. And I'm definitely not that kind of girl who makes out with random guys at parties. He opened his mouth with wonder, I was sure he didn't expect such a turn of events. I stepped back, looking at him with my parted lips. "I...uhm...I need to go. M-my friend is probably looking for me." I said quickly, turned around, and left the room, leaving him confused.

Drowning by Bloodbathpsycho

This group's gayest boy is back at it again with them fanfics!! Lol but if you're new to us, this wattpad account is shared among 5 people including myself. If you want to know more about each one of us go to our bio and read each person. Any way I write fanfics about Psycho (Skye) and this is one. A Free! fanfic to be more specific. Onto the story's bio boi!! Skye Night has had it rough. When she was just a kid she witnesses the deaths of her mother and younger twin, Star. After living so long with her father and brother's abuse she decided to run away. She lives on the streets for a while until a family brings her in one winter and helps her attend school. Being the genius she is Skye was given scholarships and went from school to school in many countries, of course staying with homestay families. Eventually, she returned to Japan but did not decide to attend school. She continued living on the streets and utilized the friends and connections she always seemed to be able to make. One day the principal of the Iwatobi high school found her and took her in. When conflicts get too out of control she is forced to attend the only other school available to her; an boys school called Samezuka. An exception is made to the all boys rule and Skye is given a dorm to live in. Will Skye be able to get past the problems of her life and will she allow other into her life to help?

The sunflower |✔️ by barbiegirl69

She was a shy naive girl when everyone first met her or so they thought. After that first day of school they start to notice that she's different then she looks to be but will she show her true self or stay the shy naive girl people think she is. What happens when she finally has enough of being the shy, depressed, guilt filled, daydreamer girl that she changed herself into. What happens when she has to transfer to the same school as her best friend Jacob who's in the same friend group as the schools "bad" boy who's also dating the worst bully she's ever had. Like a sunflower will she blossom to her full beauty or will she stay in her shell read to find out. Possible abuse, smut, drugs, self harm, sexual assault, smoking, cursing, dirty but not nude pictures and more. I tried to put ⚠️ emoji on any chapter containing self harm, smut, abuse, sexual assault, etc. Would not recommend unless 18+ years old and not sensitive to sensitive content. (Pictures taken from google when used)

My Bad Boy by _iamnini19

************ I opened my locker but realized something was wrong the minute I looked inside it. Something like paint splashed in my face and on my clothes. I heard laughter behind me and instantly turned around to see those five Moran's heading towards me. "Now, no one disrespects me okay? I went easy on you, since it was your first day, but don't mess with me again. Alright love" Zack said with his signature smirk. I saw red at this point. I moved towards Zack and the others keeping contact with Zack the entire time. I stopped inches away from Zack. My furiously sparkling eyes met with his amused one. And then I did the one thing I wanted to do so badly. I slapped him. ************************* When 17 year old Ashley Ross has to move to a new country with her mom and sister, she has no idea what awaits her. She just wants to keep her head down and finish her senior year. Her plans change when she runs into the hottest and badass boy, Zack Walker. She has to try not to fall for the annoyingly handsome Zack and his also hot best friend Josh. She needs to find a way to survive her senior year. There is more to this teen love story. There are twists, mysteries, secrets and more. Don't be fooled by the title because it might not be her bad boy after all. Parties, high school drama, fights, kisses, cat fights, betrayal, secrets and more. The good girl always falls for the bad boy. The bad part is that the bad boy might break your heart. OR it could be the other way around. Be inspired by their story.

Dear Bully by ariana-word

*A TWO PART SERIES* **************** The new transfer student can't catch a break almost immediately arriving on her first day at a new school. She is bullied by a certain group of kids, but one guy out of the bunch sticks out the most to her. What is her high school experience, love life, mentality, and health like if she is always hung up about writing these letters to him all the time? **************** Dear Bully, I have somethings to say to you... **************** Started on August 18, 2016 Finished on October 20, 2016 **************** *COMPLETED* *REVISED on January 21, 2024*

The Fire Within by XxRemember_MayexX

Sierra was a ordinary girl. She loved her life, and everyone in it. But when, Bree, the 'most popular' girl in school starts to bully her, her world changes on her. She fights the pain of the words, rejection and problems at home, but fails. She cuts, and has thoughts on suicede. But everything changes again when she gets a new friend. Cole impacts her life, saving her from suicide and helps. But will it be enough? Can Sierra find the Fire within herself? Can she learn the truth?

Destined By Fate by LoraWhite6

Kendall has always lived a quiet life in a small town in Illinois with her family, friends, and boyfriend Jordan. Her life had been mostly happy other than when her best friend moved away when she was 10. It took her years to get over that loss. Then several years later, tragedy struck when her father passed away suddenly and Kendall was forced to move with her mom closer to Chicago where she could find a job to support the two of them. Little does Kendall know that she is in for the surprise of a lifetime. From the book.... As he catches up to me, he grabs my arm swings me around and with one swift movement he ushers me into a nearby empty classroom with the lights off. He cages me in against the wall. His close proximity is making me dizzy and my mind is thinking very dirty thoughts. Wait no. I can't think like that anymore. "Kendall." He says hungrily. "You are mine and only mine. You drive me wild and no one else can have you." He says as he attacks my lips. It feels so amazing I can't help but kiss him back. I run my hands through his beautiful hair and he groans into the kiss. Man I don't want this to ever end. I feel drunk on him. I don't think I can let him go. He stops suddenly to finish his thoughts. "No one can make you feel like this. Or kiss you here...." He says as he kisses down my neck. I moan and he smirks pulling his face impossibly close to mine. "..or touch you." He says as he takes his hand and brushes it lightly down my arm and he snakes it back around my back pulling me even closer if that is possible. He finally stops at my ass which he squeezes delightfully and I hum in response. Warning: Contains graphic sexual content. Read at your own discretion. You will not be warned ahead of time. This is your only warning.

Scared to love by bold_mist

I kept on moving back and he kept walking closer till my back touched the lockers. He trapped me in between his huge hands and I closed my eyes facing away "Why are you so scared of me?" he said in his amazingly husky voice. "Well if you keep on hitting people and make them bleed all day you don't come out as the most friendly person on earth you know?" I said making eye contact. "Give me a chance. I won't disappoint" he said with utmost sincerity reflecting in his eyes. . . . . . . . . . . Check out the book for story description. P.S- I try to update everyday. But sometimes it just not possible. So with that cleared happy reading. Completed ✔️✔️✔️✔️

Discovering You (You Series, Book 2) by Regnado

Finding Happiness Spinoff - Jordan (Cole's best friend) My past haunts me. I don't do relationships because of it. I hook up, one night no feelings. Feelings make things difficult and I do not like complications. The moment I saw her I knew she was going to ruin me. Break every wall I've build around my heart. It started to happen just by the first glance. My Mom always told me I'll have to grow the hell up sometime, I guess this is growing up. I never wanted anyone more than I wanted her, when one night turned into two nights, then all the sudden we woke up tangled together I knew I was a goner. I needed her, I needed everything about her. Proving I was good enough for her was the only thing I was worried about. I have Daddy issues. Mine wasn't around much, I mean like he's around just didn't give a crap about my brother or me. I'm not close to my Mother either so I guess I have Mommy issues too. I'm just a big blob of issues, I don't do commitments because of this. I've worked my ass off in school to be where I'm at now, and I don't need a man to mess any of that up. I'm not a slut, I just know what I want, and a relationship is not that. Then I had one night with him, that one night changed my entire life, it quickly moved into two nights then we were basically together all the time. I walked away from the best thing that has ever happened to me. Maybe I'll find my way back when I'm not so scared to ruin his life. This story has a lot more bedroom scenes than the others just beware before hand! There is loss, and PTSD, and may have some triggers so here is your warning. Hope you enjoy! Huge shout out and thank you to SamanthaSapphire and DaisySalgadoPham for help with naming this one!! 💖

The Bad Boy Wants Me by sayeba

"The problem is" he said, "if I kiss you, I don't think I'd be able to stop." But that's the problem. He doesn't have to kiss me. We've barely talked before, we barely know each other. He has probably said this to a million other girls. "But you don't have to kiss me" I was probably going to get killed for talking back to the bad boy. "Why are you doing this? I've never crossed your way, what do you want from me?" I ask, very very calmly. "That's exactly why I want you. You've never crossed my way," and with that infamous smirks, he leaves me thinking. ~•~ Aaron Mathews, bad boy of Aradale High School. Jordan Mathews, sweetheart of Aradale High School. They may have the same last name, but they're nothing alike. Aaron- he's, well..the bad boy. Rich, incredibly sexy, mysterious, and very popular. Jordan- the sweet, kind girl, friends with everyone, gets straight A's, but also has a past. What happens when the bad boy starts wanting her just because of his ego? Does he get her? Do they fall in love, or go back to being strangers?

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His sunflower cover

The sunflower |✔️ cover

My Bad Boy cover

Dear Bully cover

The Fire Within cover

Destined By Fate cover

Scared to love cover

Discovering You (You Series, Book 2) cover

The Bad Boy Wants Me cover

His sunflower

Skylar Hi, I'm Skylar, but friends call me Sky. Actually, I don't have many of them. I'm shy and rather awkward. I think too much and feel too much, all at once. I'm just a normal girl who goes to the university, and whose life is going to change after meeting...him. Ace Fuck off! I'm not telling you anything about me, you motherfuckers. My life is not your fucking business! ~ WARNING! This story contains mature content, strong language and self-harm. "You like it when I say your name, hm?" His voice was so soft. "Skylar" He said and placed a soft kiss on my neck. I closed my eyes and turned my head to the side unconciously, giving him better access. His one hand was still wrapped around my neck and the other one was on my waist, holding me tight. His mouth detached on my neck, giving it gentle kisses. It felt so good that I couldn't move or do anything. I was completely frozen. I never felt like this before. No one has ever had such influence on me. I couldn't pull away from him, even if I wanted to. However, his hand traveled down from my waist and went under my blouse and that was like a bucket of cold water. I opened my eyes and jumped back a little, instantly missing his warm touch. But hello?? I don't know him. And I'm definitely not that kind of girl who makes out with random guys at parties. He opened his mouth with wonder, I was sure he didn't expect such a turn of events. I stepped back, looking at him with my parted lips. "I...uhm...I need to go. M-my friend is probably looking for me." I said quickly, turned around, and left the room, leaving him confused.