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I'm Fading

_black_shadow_O

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Reads 544
Votes 64
Parts 20
Time 2h 3m

_black_shadow_O

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anxiety boy depression drama drugs girl highschool love pride romance sad school suicide

Jordan has already been through some pretty intense stuff.
But after she has to move to another town and has to go to a new school all these memories she tried to push away and ignore come back.
And even worse.
Can she handle it and finally accept others help?
Or does she has to live trough it all alone again?
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I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy by Beautiful_Tragedy8

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Discovering You (You Series, Book 2) by Regnado

Finding Happiness Spinoff - Jordan (Cole's best friend) My past haunts me. I don't do relationships because of it. I hook up, one night no feelings. Feelings make things difficult and I do not like complications. The moment I saw her I knew she was going to ruin me. Break every wall I've build around my heart. It started to happen just by the first glance. My Mom always told me I'll have to grow the hell up sometime, I guess this is growing up. I never wanted anyone more than I wanted her, when one night turned into two nights, then all the sudden we woke up tangled together I knew I was a goner. I needed her, I needed everything about her. Proving I was good enough for her was the only thing I was worried about. I have Daddy issues. Mine wasn't around much, I mean like he's around just didn't give a crap about my brother or me. I'm not close to my Mother either so I guess I have Mommy issues too. I'm just a big blob of issues, I don't do commitments because of this. I've worked my ass off in school to be where I'm at now, and I don't need a man to mess any of that up. I'm not a slut, I just know what I want, and a relationship is not that. Then I had one night with him, that one night changed my entire life, it quickly moved into two nights then we were basically together all the time. I walked away from the best thing that has ever happened to me. Maybe I'll find my way back when I'm not so scared to ruin his life. This story has a lot more bedroom scenes than the others just beware before hand! There is loss, and PTSD, and may have some triggers so here is your warning. Hope you enjoy! Huge shout out and thank you to SamanthaSapphire and DaisySalgadoPham for help with naming this one!! 💖

The Bad Boy Wants Me by sayeba

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Say Something 【boyxboy】√Completed by larkin33

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My Bad Boy by _iamnini19

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Drowning by Bloodbathpsycho

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I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy cover

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I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy

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