me and my self

first iam normal girl with big dreams like all people
I don't have lots of friends but I still happy we don't need fake friends anyway .
first people will judge you whatever you do if you have enemies lots like me they was my Bff and know they are the bitch always I feel like I'm feeling so scared of people and they judgment but with time I realize that we live one life so I will live it
if you know you are good and god knows that don't fuck care about what they think about you .
I never was in relationship but I have like million times crushs for my types boys I always wish to have story love like this :
the boy with black hair and perfect face with thick eyebrows and brown eyes with tattoos in her hand and perfect body and he's personality so good like he loves vintage things and travel and Crazy things and he have strong personality .
and when he see me he smile and he care about me and he love my personality more than my beauty ❤ and he give best hugs and he will always love me and I love bad boys like boy in movie 80s 😂 and we will have best couple
but first you need to be so strong and intelligent and always love your self more than anything because If you don't than no one would love you and be with people that love you and care about you and live your life because life so cool if you know how to live it and don't trust no body you don't need to have 2k friends to be happy. 3 or 2 good friends they make your life like Havana 😂
and if u r girl like me you need to care about yourself about ur skin and ur clothe and always be beautiful because you don't know when you meet ur true love 😉
please tell me the truth is this world always bad and sad ?????
yeah it always .
S.vani_