My sister's suicide notes before killing her self

My sister's suicide notes before killing her self

VideoGameLover41

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Last published Mon, Jun 18, 2018

Hello guys im Heather Ravens sister and she killed herself June/16/2018 and she was a sweet person i hope u can understand how she felt before she did this

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