Bad Person
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"When something awful happens to people they break. They hurt inside. And the good ones like to say: <I wouldn't wish that kind of pain to anyone, not even to my worst enemy>. I guess that makes me a bad person. Because I do wish for my enemies to feel what I felt, to feel the pain I felt, to break the way I broke. I wish for them to feel dead inside, empty... And I don't only wish for it... I'll make sure it happens. I'll be the cause of it. I'll kill them inside and I'll be as awful as them, maybe even worse. I'll destroy them. I'll be there worst nightmare. I will end them. Just like they ended me".
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